__________by Skye
I’m sitting here thinking about you.
And I’m missing you so much.
I miss your smile.
I miss your touch.
I’m sitting here wondering where we went wrong.
How did we end up here?
It seems you’ve been gone for so long.
I’m sitting here contemplating.
What am I to do?
I am I suppose to live my life without you?
The things we’ve been through.
The things we’ve shared.
The love I have for you is precious and rare.
Each and every day is a struggle for me.
I cry and cry.
I see you in my sleep.
Then I awake.
And once again I been to contemplate,
What am I to do?
I know that you aren’t feeling me.
I know you say that you don’t care.
Still I can’t forget the love we shared.
I want to beg you
To keep me in your life.
I still dream of being your wife.
Those dreams are the sweetest of dreams.
Those dreams keep me alive.
Yet I still contemplate,
What I am I to do?
The hardest part has been
Knowing why you left.
Not because of something I did.
But because of someone else.
She broke your heart.
Didn’t say goodbye.
Now I cry because of her lies.
And I contemplate
What am I to do?
I want her to suffer,
Because of my pain.
Her life should end,
For taking you in vain.
She should stop breathing.
But instead it’s me.
I’m the one dying.
Because of her
You can’t see.
I still can’t believe that
You lost all faith in me.
And I contemplate.
What am I to do?
I had a nightmare.
I could see myself die.
As I cried over you I committed suicide.
I awoke with tears streaming down my face,
Sweat covered my shirt,
And I was screaming your name.
As I lay there I contemplated,
What am I going to do?
I wondered how I would live my life without you.
Now as I sit here in this dark room.
Writing this by only the light of the moon.
I’m contemplating what I want to do.
Would I rather die,
Than live my life without you?
The answer.
Yes.
I shall die a death.
One of the spiritual kind.
Where my heart and soul no longer
Listens to my mind.
Where I love no more.
I feel nothing.
Everything is cold.
I shall die a death so slow.
One where I cry out for you.
Where I dream a dream of being with you.
I shall perish in my love.
For I can love only you.
A love that surpassed all.
Truly my love for you.
As I contemplate.
What am I to do?
I shall die a death,
From the breaking of my heart.
My soul shall perish,
And from this body depart.
