__________by InDeeperWaters / Charea
I’m thinking back to the very first time.
The moment we met etched deep in my mind.
I opened my door and there you stood,
Looking damn fine and smelling so good.
I could only stare with a silly ass grin,
So caught in the moment not letting you in.
Totally captivated by your sex appeal,
I’m thanking GOD, I’m grateful, for real!
Because we all know of those horror stories,
Of first time encounters that turn out real sorry.
You open the door with high expectations,
Then run to the bathroom to get medication.
You wondering why females always have to lie,
Thinking “I could handle this, if I were high”!!!
But lucky for me this wasn’t the case,
With this fine ass stud here at my place.
You came in, we talked, laughed and chilled,
The start of our friendship was beginning to build.
As the days passed we developed a trend,
We talked on the phone for hours on end.
My feelings for you soon became an attraction,
Because my heart, you started to capture.
Soon we took things to a whole other level,
And baby you caused my body to tremble.
The way you caused my body shake,
I thought we were having a major earthquake.
Thinking back to the passion that evening,
I was your junky, and you had me feigning.
The way you touched me between my thighs
And softly released my most sacred cries.
The feel of your lips around my nipples,
And how it caused my body to ripple.
The feel of your mouth upon my umm-umm
Not too long after, I moved in real soon.
After that things moved rather quickly,
My heart felt complete because I knew you were with me.
I wondered how longs these feelings would last,
An eternity began to seem out of grasp
YOU, ME, US back when, somebody tell me what happened!
As time past months turned into years,
The relationship was edgy and things were unclear.
I think back to times when we were so tight,
And now all we do is find ways to fight.
YOU, ME, US back when, somebody tell me what happened!
At 3 years into the relationship,
Over every little thing you threw a fit.
Accusing me of the most silliest things,
Lying, cheating and crazy ass flings.
At this point things got really tense,
Nothing seemed to make any sense.
Days would pass and nothing was said,
Now we slept on separate ends of the bed.
YOU, ME, US back when, somebody tell me what happened!
Another year past and things got worse,
I wonder what happen to that thirst – you had for me.
I felt lonely.
We couldn’t agree, to be, happy.
See me! Need me! Breathe me!
Treat me - the same!
Who can I blame.
You? Me?, Us? We?
Tears come down, I’m fucking angry.
Years invested, emotions tested.
Can’t you see I’m fucking confused,
My heart feels abused
Because of you and the things you do.
Can’t you see through… that bull shit exterior.
Know I love you… see the interior.
YOU, ME, US back when, somebody tell me what happened!
4 1/2 years into this relationship,
It’s finally over, we’re calling it quits.
We’re both moving into our own place.
Believing that we both needed space.
Not sure if I made the right move,
I’m living alone and missing you.
We’re at the point where we’re tryna be friends
Feeling that closeness brings us back when.
We use to be close and talk all the time,
You were my best friend and things were just fine.
Now we wonder, if we’ll get that back.
Get you and me on the right track.
I don’t know but where on a good start,
Cause those feelings have rushed back to my heart
49 days ago, we took separate paths
49 days later, you do the math.
Now you’re sleeping back in my bed,
Getting hurt is the one thing that I dread.
All that craziness had me so blue,
I only ever wanted for us both to be true,
I pray for GOD to give me a sign,
Until I receive it, it’s one day at a time.
YOU, ME, US back when, somebody tell me what happened!
