by
Diamond T
With these tears
My eyes are swollen, puffy and red
Cause I know what was spoken
Should have never been said
I made many uncertain decisions
Always assuming exactly what should be
So I played myself like a fool
Relying on what I never did see
Now with these tears I cry
Knowing what I once had will never come back
For all my insecurities played with my mind
Even though at this moment I realize
I pushed you out of my life
Without answers, without hope
So I continue on still life is miserable
No longer is there a you and I
No longer are you here to dry my eyes
To tell me things will be better
To tell me it's all still possible
Drowning in my pain
With these tears that I cry
Can't seem to find a way
To make things between us right
Can't seem to find the courage
To be truthful in your life
No more playing the fool
You see I've played myself
And there is no turning back
I could never live with myself
So I drown in sorrow
With these tears that I cry
If I would have accepted the love you had for me
To be to you all and more of what I could be
Not taking into consideration
Of how you would feel
Denying it to myself the feelings I have are real
So I drown in pain
With these tears that I cry
I told myself I would not love again
But love for you is still there
Constantly telling myself
I will not cry again
Still tears I always cry for you
So I drown in uncertainty of love
With these tears that I cry
Possibilities travel through infinity
How much longer can I go on
Being in love with you
Tring to change what I have for you
Beating myself up for the wrong I've done
And still you have not changed
But I drown
Drowning deep inside
Cause I cannot change what has been
To make things better is what I should have did
But I drown
Not woman enough
But I admit my faults day and night
With these tears that I cry
With these tears
