__________by Thickblklez-fl
i need a "real stud"
1 who knows how to fuck!
1 i can kick it with like we were just buds.
one who knows how to give that TRUE stud love.
there once was a "STUD" who felt i didn't
appreciate her...
i guess all the cooking, cleaning and babysitting had no real
meaning.
funny...i felt that SHE was the one who...didn't appreciate
me!!
i had another "STUD" who kept her feelings inside.
why couldn't she HOLD me and tell me that things
were going just fine?
you see...to some, i may seem too affectionate because i
like to hug and kiss.
so i must question...would you rather i be a cold hearted BITCH?
(bitchin')
**no...don't get too close cause you might
smear my lipstick
**DON'T put your arm around my neck...you might pull
my hair and get my wig all twisted.
would you rather i collect food stamps...
while telling me to buy YOU some shrimps... already COOKED AND PEELED!?!
GYRLLLL...i'd rather stay single, work my ass off and eat a
FUCKING HAPPY MEAL!
you know...there was even a chick who said that
because of my mouth,
she...just couldn't deal.
NOW WAIT...i don't try to be a rude person... But my heart is sick of
HURTIN'.
i'm tired of sticking my neck out for a stud just to run around
like a chicken without a head.
i'm sick of studs who can't even BEGIN to
understand...
this SADNESS that i feel since most of it is
because of them...
(screamin and crying the following....)
NO i can't keep this in...that should not be a
choice.
SO DON'T JUST SIT THERE AND ACT LIKE YOU HAVE NO VOICE.
STOP STARING INTO FUCKING SPACE...
oh wait...gyrl you know what!?!?
GET YOUR BUTT OUT OF MY PLACE.
(pause...i need a 420 "smoke" break on that one!!)
ok...i'm relaxed!!
i've regained my inner peace but...
the lack of studs giving a fuck, i can't seem to bare.
....if a "stud" can't talk to me...then they
really don't care.
that's why i say...i need a "real stud"
1 who knows how to...and will always give...
A FUCK!
1 who KNOWS i'm a queen and that's how i deserve to
be....treated.
ONE who knows how to accept AS WELL AS give back TRUE
love...
where we BOTH can ....FEEL it!!!!
i'm so filled with THIS kind of love baby can't you see?
i need a "real stud love"in my life...
r U the 1 4 me?
