__________by sweetestluv
Thoughts of long walks and sensual back rubs.
Days spent at the movies, romantic dinners and scintillating conversations had while sitting in the bathtub
__________You said you loved me
So much fun had and that we shared through these short years, for you I was there.
__________Why? Because you said you loved me.
But one day you woke up ;had some sort of revelation in your sleep
Decided being with me was not in your life’s plan
“Maybe in time my feelings will change and this relationship again we can obtain”
you said that lame ass shit to me
Overnight my world went from it’s beautiful state of bliss; I’m talking birds singing, sunshine on my shoulder, nary a dark cloud coming my way. True happiness.
But because you changed your mind I’ve been sent to this horrific abyss of hurricanes, rain storm and eternal gray skies.
__________You said you loved me.
Into my life you ran introducing me to the one thing that I had escaped for all these years. Clouding my vision with Norman Rockwall and Leonardo Da Vinci, letting me see how it’s supposed to be…beautiful and lovely.
But that shit aint real ! You proved that to me.
Because you changed your mind and took back your “love colored” glasses I’m left with my naked eyes ;forced to the fallacy of love’s reality. Forever longing for the beauty my eyes once held.
__________ And why? Because you said you loved me
