by Angel_____I awaken at dawn, part the curtains and close them again. No light yet,just the hint of it. My limbs and muscles ache, I am so tired. Think I'll take a nicewarm bath to start the day instead of going back to sleep and taking a hurried shower half anhour before I have to be at work. Take advantage of the morning, though I prefer nights. The keyis to keep it dark as long as possible. Relax. I head for the tub, where I turn the water on fullblast. I turn on a muted light in the hallway, just enough to see by and ease into the tub while thewater is running. The bathroom is pleasantly dark, but I can see my skin, wet and gleaming. Islide down until my head rests at the back of the tub.
_____Ahhh...this was a good decision...I should wash, but Ithink I'm just gonna soak awhile. Squeeze water over my head and shiver as it makes its waydown my scalp, ears, neck, shoulders and breasts in tiny cold rivulets that harden my nipples.I'm moving my legs and the water is making little waves over my belly and breasts. It is warmand I think about the peppermint soap that someone recommended I try for the tingly sensation,wish I had some. Run my hands over my legs, wish for something tingly, something smooth,something silky, something that smells good. Remember my banana conditioner. Stand up andtake it from the rack. On my back in the tub, squeeze the thick, yellow, pulpy fluid in dribblesonto my stomach. What a pretty picture it makes, oozing out slowly, thickly, and landing,yellow on my chocolate skin. I rub it in. It makes me silky smooth, smells good enough toeat.
_____Turn over on my stomach, slide up and down the length ofthe tub, my feet tucked up over the faucet, nipples gently grazing the bottom of the tub, itssmooth surface like a tongue, a mouth. I feel immersed, like this tub is an ocean. I wish I wereswimming, I wish I were immersed, and so I dip my face into the water, blow out through mymouth, my nose, for a long time, until I can't anymore, until I have to breathe. Turn my headback and forth, come up for air. To my surprise it feels as good as if I were really immersed in alarger body of water. Again and again I dip my face into the water, think about when I used tobreathe this way. Slide over on my back again. The silkiness has washed away. I rise from thetub, taking the banana silk with me and a bowl of water in case I get dry. Lie on a towel in thedark, drip the yellow thick pulp onto my skin again.
_____Big drops on my stomach, big drops on my legs. Rub itin. Tingly. I take my time, rubbing slowly, feeling my body respond to my own touch in ways Ihadn't thought possible. No wonder your body was angry, I think. You needed a massage. Massage slowly until my skin is dry. Dip hand into water and dribble it over my skin. Cold. Shiver. Wet and silky skin again to rub and rub...I slide my hands from breast to hips, there is anarea between the ribcage and thighs that responds to the touch of hands gripping firmly andsliding, sliding from abdomen to pelvic bone, where the thighs connect with the torso. One legup on the wall, I massage my inner thighs with more banana pulp. Inner thighs, outer thighs,arms that are sore from weights. I spend a long time on my pecs, squeezing and massaging thechest muscles. Massaging inner thighs again, I am surprised that this is not turning sexual. Dribble thick banana fluid onto pubic hair. Rub with fingers, then palm and am shocked by thesensation of coolness seeping into skin through hair. Arch back. Rub with palm, harder, wholehand. Still don't want to go further. Back into the tub.
_____Water making waves over breasts and belly, silky and wet. Run hands over whole body, slide over on stomach, back again. Place leg over side of tub,smooth legs hands run over inner thighs touch pubic hair lightly then press more firmly at centerand it is stiff there. Swollen and warm, I rub gently and gently becomes firmer. I am notthinking now, I am not thinking not thinking, not trying, just touching and it is coming to me as Igo.
_____I am arching my back the water is coming in waves underand over me and splashing out of the tub. I am not thinking the water is under my hand the wateris making love to my clit the water is stroking my clit on the upbeat and my hand is on thedownbeat I am coming and I feel wetness that is slippery through the water evaporate anddissolve and fingers rub clit that is rubbery not silky wet and for the first time this works notonce but again and again and again...I wonder if I will make it to work today? And I am notthinking as fingers slide into the space that has opened up and the neighbors are awake next doorand I am making sounds and I am not thinking as my whole world opens up and all the watersplashes from the tub (or so it seems) and this happens over and over and overagain.
