by
Ms. Ashley
_____The day I met Ashley, I didn't think it would be like this. She looked so peaceful and full of positive energy. What could I say? I felt lucky. She stepped to me like none had ever done b4. What was I to do? Turn her down. Shit, please! She was to fine for that. That 1 million dollar stroll she had. That bangin' ass body. Thick thighs, hips, lips, curves, the whole 9. Baby girl had it going on. She approached me in the sexiest way, all I could do was stare.
_____"So, you're gonna keep staring at me or are you going to be brave about it and ask me for my number?" Ashley had said. The thick ass Midwest accent had turned me on. I studied her body before I could say anything.
_____"You should stop drooling." She said as she sat at the table with me, outside of Dena's Pub, "Whats a fine looking something like you doing sitting out here by yourself?"
_____I picked up my mouth, "Waiting for my girlfriend."
_____When I said that, she smiled. And now that I think about it, why in the hell did I say that? Not that it had mattered anyway. "So, are you the faithful type?" She asked, still smiling.
_____"Yes, I love my lady."
_____"Whats her name?"
_____"Janai."
_____"Thats a cute name. So whats your name?" She asked seductively.
_____"Quiana. But people call me Cookie."
_____"Why do they call you that?"
_____"Becuz, I'm a monster when I eat the cookie." I said. Now I wasn't innocent becuz I was flirting too.
_____She laughed so hard, tears came from her eyes. "Well, maybe I'll have to see about that." She smiled.
_____"Whats your name?" I asked.
_____"Ashley. But some call me Ash."
_____"Nice to meet you Ashley."
_____"Likewise."
_____Now, for awhile, I didn't know where she was going with things. I thought she was just being friendly and nice but hell, these days, you never know what people are thinking.
_____"Are you going to ask me for my number?" She said.
_____"Why can't you ask me for mines?"
_____"Becuz, I want to hear you ask me. Its only right, right?"
_____I grinned at her even though it was kinda childish, "Whats your number?" She pulled out a card with her name, number and address on it. I looked at her, "I only asked for you number."
_____"Well, now you have my address." She walked away.
_____All day long, when I was with Janai, all I thought about was Ashley. Her style, her aggressiveness. It was so sexy. "Whats wrong with you?" Janai asked.
_____I snapped out of my daze, "Huh?"
_____"I said, what is wrong with you?"
_____"Why do you think it is something wrong with me?"
_____"Becuz, you've been quiet all day. You thinking about something that you want to talk about?"
_____"You know what, I hate when you get paranoid. If you think I'm thinking about another bitch, then ask. Don't try and play it off Janai."
_____"You know what, Quiana?"
_____"Call me Cookie."
_____"Quiana," She looks at me hard, "Don't come to me with that bullshit. No one said anything about another female. You must be guilty."
_____"No, I'm not guilty. I love you baby. You and only you." She looked at me and smiled and came and sat on my lap. I kissed her slowly. The rest of that day, we talked and did what any normal couple would do.
*_____
_____"Ohhhh, baby." Janai said as she moaned as I had my head inbetween her legs, with my tongue tickling her clit, "This feels so good."
_____I licked harder and faster, until she came everywhere, all on my tongue. Then, I bent her over and stuck my 9 inch strap in her backside. She went bananas. I loved doing her fat booty but, I was picturing Ashley's face, on Janai's body. Not that Ashley's body wasn't bangin', I just wanted to be sexing her at that point. What was I to do?
_____The next night, I was sitting alone, fresh out the shower. Janai was at work and she said she was going to be to tired to stop by my place that night. I was so bored.
_____"Hello?"
_____"May I speak with Ashley?" I said.
_____"This is she."
_____"Hey, this is -"
_____"I know who it is. How're you?"
_____"Bored."
_____"Is that why you called me?"
_____"Naw, I was thinking about you."
_____"What were you thinking?" She chuckled softly.
_____"Just wondering what you had been up to. I couldn't get your face out of my mind."
_____"I bet. I couldn't keep yours off of mine either."
_____I got happy when she said that. "Really?" I asked.
_____"Yeah, I think you're interesting."
_____The sound of her voice was making me horny. I noticed my hand wondering down to my zipper. All of a sudden, I heard her moan. "What are you doing?" I asked.
_____"Touching my clit."
_____"Why?"
_____"Becuz, you are so sexy and I'm imagining it being your tongue."
_____I sighed deeply. I wanted so bad to jump through that phone but I loved Janai. I listened to her moan and yell my name all night on that phone. I imagined my lips being on her clit, my tongue being inside of her. Guiding her to xtasy.
_____About two weeks later, I hadn't talked to Ash and I actually hadn't thought about her. I was tryna keep my mind off of her becuz I didn't want to mess up what I had. Janai and I had been together since our senior year in highschool, which, at that time, was 5yrs ago.
_____Janai and I were in some girlie ass store called DIVA'S. She was trying on some clothes and I was enjoying being the judge. We got to the register and on our way out, there was Ashley, looking sexy as hell. She smirked at me.
_____"Oh my, Heyyyyy Ash!" Janai said as she held her hands out to get a hug.
_____My muthafuckin' mouth dropped so fast. I was going crazy inside.
_____"Heyyyy, Janai, girl, how you doing? I haven't seen you in a while."
_____"Girl, how is the new job?"
_____"Oh, I hate that they transfered me. I wish I was still working in the department with all of y'all. It was so fun."
_____"Yes, we did have some nice times. Oh, where are my manners? Ash, this is my girlfriend Quiana. The one you seen that day that came and picked me up from the office."
_____"Oh, yeah, the one that everyone was drooling over?" She laughed.
_____"Yeah, thats her." Janai said as she smiled.
_____Ashley extended her hand to shake mines. I was a bit hesitant but I shook it anyway. "Hello." Ashley said as if she'd never met me personally before. All I did was smile. Ashley and Janai exchanged numbers. I was mad as hell. That damn Ashley was playing games. Which I happen to not like.
_____When we got in the car, I didn't say nothing. Janai broke the silence, "Why did you look like you saw a ghost when Ashley walked up?" I looked at her as if to say, leave me the fuck alone. "Answer the question."
_____"I didn't look like shit. I was just looking."
_____"Come on Quiana, when you get nervous, you make this certain look. And after 5yrs of being with you and 10yrs of knowing you, don't you think I would know that damn look?"
_____"Why are you always drilling me?" I snapped.
_____"Would you watch the fucking road?!"
_____"Well, stop asking me gatdamn questions then!"
_____She didn't say another word. I know her mind had been made up on something stupid and I didn't even bother to ask. When I dropped her off, she got out the car without saying anything and she slammed my door. I drove off. I wasn't about to kiss no ass. Fuck that.
_____I got home and was furious. I had 2 messages from that damn Ashley. I didn't plan on calling her ass back. Playing games and shit with me. Trying to fuck me up. I couldn't believe I allowed myself to even fall for her beauty. Scandalous ass females. I layed in the bed and thought about Janai. I didn't want her to think I had physically cheated on her. But I knew she didn't want to talk to me. I was torn. I wanted to call her but I also wanted to give her time to cool down becuz when she was mad, you couldn't tell her shit. She thought what she wanted to think and what she would think, would be the truth in her eyes.
_____My phone rung, I had picked up. "Janai?" I said as soon as I picked up.
_____"Ashley." She laughed.
_____At that point, I had wished I wasn't cheap becuz I would have gotten that damn caller ID. "What do you want?" I asked.
_____"To talk."
_____"Ain't shit to say to you."
_____"Why are you mad at me?"
_____I looked at the phone. I couldn't believe that. "Are you that dumb to ask me some shit like that?"
_____"What?" She said. I heard the attitude in her voice.
_____"You heard me. You tried to act like you didn't know my girl. I'm guessing since it seemed like you two are so close, you know everything about me. Its just in a femmes nature to talk all the damn time. Be honest with me."
_____"I never said I didn't know your girl. So what the fuck are you hounding me for?" Silence. She was absolutely right. "That must shows that you ain't shit when it comes to your woman. I didn't do anything but come at you friendly."
_____"Don't forget about when you fingered your pussy on the telephone."
_____"But who was listening?" I sighed. "Yep, you know you were the one that was in the wrong. If some shit popped off between Janai and you, you would be the one in deep shit. Not me. You are her girlfriend."
_____"But you are her friend." I said.
_____"Correction, we worked together for a while and developed an association."
_____"Well, you acted as if she and you were best buddies."
_____"Hell, we had some conversations and laughs. What does that mean? Don't forget you are her woman. Nothing can be blamed on me."

_____I exhaled slowly.
_____Her voice got low and seductive, "Don't act like you aren't attracted to me. I know you are."
_____That girl was pissing me off and turning me on at the same time. I didn't know what to say about that. "Ashley, what do you want from me?"
_____"How do you figure I want something from you?"
_____"I mean damn, you flirt with me, and you do little sexual things to yourself so I can respond."
_____"You flirt also and you listen when I do little sexual things to myself. You want me just as much as I want you, Quiana, and you know it. Stop trying to act so innocent. Becuz you aren't."
_____"I haven't did anything to you so how am I not innocent?"
_____A moment of silence. I wondered what the hell was going on through her mind. Females like her are so unpredictable. I would be lying if I said it wasn't sexy but at the same time, it was irritating.
_____"What are you thinking?" I asked.
_____"Nothing."
_____"Well, why are you quiet?"
_____"Don't know." She moaned lightly.
_____"What are you doing?"
_____"Stretching."
_____"Tired?"
_____"Lonely. And tired of it. I just need a friend."

_____I was thinking that maybe she wanted attention. It wasn't nothing wrong with that but then, I just had to be stupid. "Want me to come over so you can have something to do. We can talk or something." I said.
_____"If you feel like coming out of your way to do that. Its on you."
_____"Naw, its not to much. Whats the address?" I asked.
_____I should have not said that shit. Right then, she had me. Reverse psychology on that ass and I fell for it. The girl was good and she knew what she was doing. I took down the address and got in the shower and was on my way. Common sense should have told me what was going on in her mind. Hell, it was 1 in the morning. What is on the average persons mind at that time? We all know the answer to that. But naw, I was trying to be nice. Not thinking about nothing else but giving her ass some friendly attention. How dumb of me.
_____I knocked on the door. She answered, looking like a Goddess. Hair hanging to her back, lips glossy and sexy. Black lingerie tight on her body, with a black satin lace housecoat to match. Sex was on my mind. First thing she did was hug me.
_____"What was that for?" I asked.
_____"For coming over here to be with me. Come in." I walked into her beautiful house. Looked like some shit out of a magazine. She must've have been making some major paper on the side becuz the job that she had couldn't have supplied her that much money to get a crib like that.
_____"Nice place. You live here yourself?" I said while looking around.
_____"Yeah, it belonged to my parents. They left it to me and my sister but she doesn't like living in the 'burbs so she moved to the city. I like the peaceful shit but at the same time, it takes a while to get to the city." She chuckled,
_____"Thats why I hugged you becuz you came a ways to be with me and keep me company."
_____"No problem. Always for a friend."
_____She smiled and lead me into the family room, which was beautiful. "You live in a magazine." I said to her.
_____She chuckeld, "Have a seat. Would you like a drink?"
_____"What you got?"
_____"Name it."
_____"Hypnotiq."
_____"How about Hypnotiq and Hennessy? It'll turn green which is called an Incredible Hulk."
_____"If you like it, I love it."
_____"Two coming right up." She disappeared around the corner. I was wondering what the hell was she planning but then again, I was in denial. I was making myself think that she only wanted a friend. I must've been thinking that becuz I really wanted to be there.
_____She came in the room with the drinks. After about two hours, I had had about 10 of them and yes, I was wasted. I remember being layed out on the couch and then she took me into her bedroom. She layed me on the bed and sat in the chair across from it and stared at me.
_____"Why are you looking at me?" I asked in a slurred tone.
_____She got up and came and sat next to me on the bed. She placed her hand on my stomach and started to caress. It felt good. Next thing I know, I'm all up in her pussy, beating it up with my tongue. She tasted so good. She had this particular taste that made me feel like it was just for me. Her moans were so soft and sweet. How her hands caressed my head and ears as I made her clit shiver. It all felt good to me as well her. We had sex for about 4 hours straight, cum after cum after cum.
_____When I woke up the next morning, my head was killing me. She was layed out on the bed, next to me. Naked and gorgeous. I reached over to the night stand and grabbed my cell phone. Janai had called me about 6 times. Right then, I knew I had fucked up. I got my shit and left. Later on that day, I was at Janai's house and we were just cuddling and talking. I enjoyed that shit but at the same time, I felt guilty becuz I had cheated on her, which I told her I wouldn't ever do. Just the thought of it hurt. I had wondered if I should tell her or not. But, at that point, even if I had decided to tell her, I wouldn't have been able to find the words. I loved her and I didn't want to hurt her. But I knew regardless, if she found out from someone else, she would have been hurt. And if I would have said something, she would have been hurt. So either way, I was screwed.
_____"You've been acting so weird lately and I don't like it." Janai said as she looked me deep in my eyes. I looked at her and didn't say a word. I didn't want to get into anything that was going to make her mad at me. I hated when she was mad at me.
_____"Quiana, can you stop ignoring what I say to you."
_____"There's nothing to be said about it. I don't have to respond to every little comment. Do I?"
_____"It would be nice. I just think that things between us are changing and its your fault. You act funny and you don't answer my calls and sometimes, you are nowhere to be found."
_____"Stop acting insecure."
_____"Insecure? Its your fault I'm acting this way. I can't stand this shit. Look, why don't you leave becuz I don't feel like being bothered with you." I looked at her sternly and got my shit and left. The problems had started.
_____I went home and sat in front of the television for hours without a word. I was starting to really regret what I'd done with Ashley. I was praying to every God there was that Janai didn't find out. So I knew what I had to do before things got worse. The phone rung.
_____"Hello?" I answered.
_____"Hey Quiana, this is Ashley."
_____"I know who it is. Look, Ashley, we can't talk no more. I don't want to have shit to do with you." She got silent. "You are fucking my life up. I regret the sex and everything. If Janai finds out, she'll kill me. And I know that you are up to no good."
_____"You know what, don't try to play me. I didn't make you do anything." Ashley said in rage.
_____"Girl, don't call me no more!" I hung up.
_____I felt good after I hung up on her. I felt like I could get my woman back on good terms after Ashley was out of the picture. But I not now becuz I wanted her to calm down before I called her.

_____The next morning, my doorbell was ringing. I opened the door. It was Janai. I smiled.
_____"Baby, I am so happy that you are here." I said.
_____"I want you to see something." She walked right in and went into my family room and turned on the television and put a tape in the the VCR and pressed play. I immediately choked up. It was Ashley and I. Having sex. "This was on my porch when I went outside to get the mail this morning. I knew it was something going on but with my friend? How could you Quiana? I don't believe you. I loved you."
_____"Baby, we can work this out. I want you. I decided that a long time ago."
_____"No," she pointed at the television, "you made your choice." She walked out.
_____Janai won't talk to my anymore. She won't return my phone calls or answer her door when I come over. As for Ashley, she hasn't called me since that night. I think she got what she wanted. To ruin my happiness and I was the fool to let myself get caught up in that bull. How could I let a big butt and sexy smile mess up my perfect relationship? I let SEX with Ashley mess up the LOVE between Janai and I and then it started PROBLEMS. The one woman that I want doesn't want to have anything to do with me. She got her a new girlfriend. Some tall heffa. This is all my fault but I'm not going down without a fight. I'm gonna get my woman back.

The End

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