__________by detailsintimacy

Damn, I feel like going there
Shit feel like pulling` out my hair
Today is a new and that is real
But this shit is something I just don`t want to feel
Different day, same shit
I have done all that I could have done
And yet this shit is killing me, i`m not the one
The one to be tormented in my mind
And endure this bullshit that has engrossed all my time
A wasted year is what it has been
Back and forth in this devil`s den
It`s a thin line between love and hate?
Got all this drama on my plate
Use me till you use me up
And while ya at it, pour some more shit in my already overflowing cup
Same shit, different day
This woman has a limit
Should have recognized before I got in it
White lies became big lies which became true
Dammit, all I ever wanted was just to love you
Talk that talk money, walk that walk honey
The illusion was what I fell...fell right for you right to the core
That shit knocked my ass right on the floor
Black woman, black woman why ya do me so wrong
This woman is so damn tired of that same ole song
Promises of a life so wonderful and sweet
Hell, my heart is what you chose not to keep
Same shit, different day
My life is sounding like a broken record
Not one word have you ever heard
Me, myself, and I is what you were on
Took this love and left it all torn
Said you got issues which need to be resolved
Yet, let something real wither away and dissolve
Damn, I loved you with my mind, body and soul
Let you in to stories that were never told
Shared my world and you promised not to deceive
Said my love, you I will never leave
Different day, same shit
Now, here I stand broken hearted and hurt
And I know that getting over this $hit will take some work
Gotta get through and over this quick
Because everyday my ass feels so damn sick
The one damn time I take a chance,
Believing that with you in my life, the 2 of us would only enhance
I feel like I have lived "the disappearing act"
Having to cry myself to sleep over this painful fact
Now here I stand in need of renewal
God, please send me the woman that deserves this jewel
I am tired and need some rest
And make sure that the woman who left me knows that she gave up better than best
All for the same shit and different day

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