_____ by SDChrismon

Regret is a bitch
that i have a
love affair with
She likes to trick
me into believing
that everything...
my life with its
rapid activity &
mind numbing pace is a'ight...
but at the same time
slipping my back
        a knife
        a jab
        a stab
        a twinge
of...guilt
for trying to move away
from our passionate love/hate
relationship

She's my part-time ho
that appears around
the midnight hour
when the dark of night
and infomercials
shield her creepin into my bed
i don't welcome her
but i can't get my key back

She slinks past me...
looking good...
Brick house stall-ion...
bad bitch...
she's tight
like a chameleon
she knows how to switch up
Dominatrix
or virginal innocence
she pursues me like
a panther in stealth
or purrs for me like a kitten
She whips me into submission
or seduces me with my ego...

She lies with me
and strokes my head
with fingers that feel
        rough
        strong
        soft
while her
thick smoky voice
on hot tongue kisses
remind me of all i
done wrong

we fuck hard
after she screws
my mind...
her cum thick
with low self-esteem
stains my tongue...
        i ain't shit
tastes bittersweet
as she rides my strap
she pounds fear in me...
grinding her hips
to the tune of a melody
that claims to know me...
        "selfish"
...she moans as i enter her
        "disappointment"
...she sighs as i ride her wave
and i get up
        unfinished
        unfulfilled
        unsatisfied
feeling like a loser
every night...
She kisses me...
licks my lips & embraces me
with arms wrapped around me
tightly leaving the scent of her
perfume which lingers all day
like leaving thongs
on the floor
after a one night stand...
you don't wanna see no more...
knowing she'll have to come back for more...