__________by Wizdompeace
Black Queen I am in need to beg for your forgiveness...
I was weakened. She tempted me with lust and promised pleasures.
She touched me when you wouldn't, kissed me when you couldn't.
Took your place without a second glance, from either one of us.
Caught and suspended in between unfamiliar thighs, I was hers.
Black Queen, I gave her yours. Lended out your servant without a
second thought. A personal betrayal, I brought her around you my Queen.
Held the hand of my captor and massaged her as you watched me.
Carrying the burden of my disrespect, yet attempting to truly hold my head up.
Tears in my false green eyes. She lied on the bed knowing she had me.
Black Queen, why would you let me go? How could you let me go?
Her bosom wasn't natural as to yours, her body not as sensual and meaningful.
Her eyes did not show thoughtful consideration, hair felt like air in my
hands...not
of natural earth. Black Queen, she is not you. She cannot be you. But she
had me.
Had me.
I have put a ring on her finger, brought her to my castle and have
established
her place upon my throne. Yet why does my Queen-dom feel so empty?
An altar for two exalted beings only holds memories of what it used to have.
Black Queen, save me before I lose myself. Accept me, my apology, my
entirety.
Forgive me. Love Me and bring me back. Bring me back.
