
by
Seyla
_____I have never had the desire to be a man. They are
aggressive, insensitive mentally inferior
beings that are often more trouble than they are worth. However, there are some things that they
can do that are foreign to womankind and vice versa. These differences are what makes the
genders unique to one another in every aspect of life...in work, in school, in sport, and certainly,
in sex. Sex. Sex and the differences between male and female are what propelled me into the
small adult store. I had no desire to be a man, but I had every desire to please you. Freud coined
it penis envy.
_____You cannot possibly know the extent of what I went
through from the moment we
became intimate. Actually, even before then, from the moment I thought of intimacy with you. I
filled my head with information on women pleasing women, g-spots, massages, and anything else
even remotely related. So with that information and many preconceived notions of my own, I
stood discreetly at the back wall of an indiscreet adult store. There I stood, impelled by Freud's
penis envy, staring at a variety of dildos and vibrators and wondering how in the hell to introduce
them into our tumultuous relationship.
_____I had just about decided to give up on the idea and take my
leave when I saw it. It. Damn
it was the most interesting contraption. At first, I was kind of thrown off by the color. Purple.
But one could see that the thing was built for pleasuring. And that was what I wanted, right? Of
course. So I continued to stare. It was of decent size, not intimidating like some of the floor
models that appeared to have been cast from thorough-bred stallions or some other large animal.
It had a separate whatdoyacallit? Prong, maybe. Well a separate one of those "pacifically" for
clitoral stimulation. And I thought briefly that stimulation of the clit was my job. But this thing
was fascinating on the shelf. I could only imagine how it would be...how it would be with
you.
_____Pearl driver, I read slowly allowing it to fully register in my
head. Surely named for the
rings of pearls that encircled it just below the head. The pearls that would rotate with the push of
a button. Before I knew it, I was snatching it from its perch on the wall and simultaneously
reaching in my pocket for the money to pay for it.
_____"Anything else?" The clerk asked.
_____"Batteries." I answered. "Good ones. Duracell.
No...better make them Energizers." I
laughed and thought to myself, they keep going and going and...
_____I sat on the bed waiting. Everything was "just so." Upon
returning from the store I
exercised at the health club, cleaned house, and showered. Now I waited. Obediently sitting on
the bed so as not to wrinkle anything. You liked me in dresses and since it was a very warm day,
I had on a short summer one (not like the long one before). It was new, as were the sandals on
my feet. I bought them with you in mind. I had primped and preened myself to as close to
perfection as I could get. My hair, nails, and skin were gleaming.
_____I sat that way for a while, turning the pearl driver around in
my hand. I had subdued the
impulse to try it out. It was bought for you and would be yours alone. The sound of the doorbell
stirred me out of my trance. A wide grin sprang on my face as I carefully got up and made my
way to the door. With one last glance at the mirror, I slipped the pearl driver in my nightstand
drawer.
_____I opened the door and saw your grin matched my own.
"Hey." You said.
_____"Hey." I returned and stepped aside so that you could
make your way inside with your
overnight bags. You set your bags down in the living room and gave me a warm hug and quick
peck on the lips. "Put your things in my room and rest for a while. We'll leave in about 30
minutes." I directed, still grinning.
_____You got that funny look on your face and asked, "Where
we goin'?"
_____"Just got a nice day planned for us." I answered. You
folded your arms and stood still. I
knew that your weren't going to budge until I gave you a quick itinerary on the spot. So I did,
mentioning the park but omitting the picnic, telling places and leaving out activities. It seemed to
satisfy you and I felt that it was a great compromise on my part. I gave information but still kept
a certain amount of suspense.
_____"Where's your mom?" You asked, suddenly aware of the
lack of noise in the house.
_____"Milwaukee." I answered.
_____"Why didn't you tell me that she was going out of town?"
_____"I wasn't certain. You know how she is." I answered.
You seemed to mull it over for a
while, bags still at your feet. For a moment I panicked and thought that you were actually
considering going back home. Then I realized that you weren't trying to think of an escape route.
You were staring at me and I remembered my outfit. "Its new."
_____"I see." You said with your eyes tracing over me. "I like."
_____I could not stop the smile that spread across my face. "We
should go now." You
suggested. "If I rest here with you, we may not go anywhere."
_____Several hours later, we returned giddy from our day trip. I
was glad that you had enjoyed
yourself. The evening hours killed the sun but did not chase away the summer heat. I swept
away a loose strand of hair from my neck and suggested that we have a drink. "Its been chilling
in the refrigerator for a long time." I said. "I wanted it to be as cold as it could for you."
_____"What's a long time?" You asked laughing. "An
hour?"
_____"No, smartass." I grinned. "Try 3 days."
_____So we sat drinking the aged 3 day wine and chatting like
the best friends that we were.
Getting slightly tipsy, we spoke of men and women, relationships and one-nighters, and love and
sex. We spoke fondly of the men in our lives and our growing affections for them. Then as the
biggest contradiction to such talk, you leaned over and kissed me. As much as we felt for them,
our loved ones would never be able to comprehend the love that we shared for each other. We
shared ourselves with others in other ways. Yet, we had created a world for just the two of us to
escape to and enjoy. In this world, you kissed me and I responded, sliding my wine marinated
tongue into your mouth.
_____I loved kissing you. Few could sway me with a kiss. You
were one of the few. In that
way and others, you had a certain amount of influence over me. My hands closed on your breasts
and I gently squeezed your nipples causing a slight gasp to escape your lips. Our kiss became
more urgent as we leaned back onto my bed. My skirt rose up on my thighs as your hands rubbed
them. I kissed your neck and began to unbutton your shirt. With each button loosened, I kissed
the skin it exposed. Gently kissing and licking, I made my way to your breasts and stopped.
Reaching to the nightstand and never taking my eyes off of yours, I pulled out a black bag and set
it to the floor. You looked at me and asked, "what's in the bag?"
_____"Shhh." I answered. "Just let me relax you." I began to
slowly undress you. I removed
your shirt and kissed each nipple and your stomach. I removed your shorts and kissed your
creamy thighs. I removed your underwear and lightly brushed your pussy with my lips. Then I
turned off the lights and bumbled my way lighting a single candle. The effect was breath-taking.
The amber glow flickered on your soft skin, casting you in a seductive shade of crimson. You
were laid on your stomach and I could see every exquisite part of you. You could not see me. I
stood hidden in the shadows, preparing the flavored massage oil. I undressed myself completely.
"What are you doing?" You asked as I gently wrapped the silk scarf around your eyes. "I
only want you to feel." I answered and felt you tense up. "Will you let me?"
_____"Yes." You answered timidly to my surprise. I tied the
scarf and placed my index finger
to your forehead. "From this moment on my hands will not leave your body." I slowly massaged
your temples and spoke softly to you about our day. As I felt you begin to relax, I raked my
fingers through your hair. Dipping the pads of my fingers through some oil, I massaged your
scalp. Then I worked my way to your neck, which began to roll as it relaxed. I continued to your
shoulders as I rose to straddle your backside. Feeling the tension in your shoulder blades, I
poured the oil into my palms and leaned into the massage as I had read somewhere. You let out a
sigh and I smiled. I was doing a good job so far. "You like?" I asked for further confirmation.
"Mmm hmm." You answered. I continued to talk about the picnic and how you fed me
strawberries in the park.
_____
By the time I got to the part where I polished your toes, I had moved further down your
back, kneading my hands across your skin and kissing the upper back. I tasted the peach in the oil
and remarked on the peaches in our fruit salad earlier. "Wish I had some of those now." You
said. I smiled knowingly to myself, glancing at the tupperware container on the nightstand. But
that was for later, perhaps 15 minutes later to be exact. In 15 minutes I would be done massaging
your backside and will have moved to the front.
_____I had a system going which you probably had figured out.
I would massage an area then
kiss that area as I massaged the next. All the while sliding down making room to begin again on a
lower portion of you. I worked diligently, being careful not to miss a single spot. I was now to
the part where I planted kisses on your ass and massaged your thighs, with the occasional
"accidental" brush upwards towards your genitals. I could feel the heat from your pussy on the
back of my hand.
_____I spoke of our dinner while intermittently placing kisses on
your calves and massaging
your foot. Holding it as I learned from my readings, I was careful not to tickle. I applied just
enough pressure so as not to tickle you and slowly rotated my thumb around the pads of your
foot. When I was done, I planted a soft kiss on the instep of both. I returned my finger to its
point of origin, your forehead. I heard you sigh as you seemed to be sorry that it was over. Of
course, I knew that I was only at the halfway mark. "Roll over." I directed and you did. I raised
your blindfold and watched your eyes adjust to my smiling face in the dark. "Close your eyes." I
said. Once closed, I traced my finger around your face and lightly brushed your features with my
lips. I lingered on your own, fighting numerous urges to remain there.
_____Pouring more oil onto my palms, I massaged your chest
and rubbed my way to your
breasts. Continuing my set pattern, I began to kiss below your neck, just above where I was
massaging. I was straddling you, pussy to pussy, and I could feel an intense amount energy
stirring. Still, I continued to methodically pour and rub the oil into you and taste it. I stopped
just short of where you where waiting for me to go and you opened your eyes as I grabbed the
tupperware container from the nightstand. I pulled out a strawberry and rubbed it across your
lips. You slowly licked them and the strawberry as I held it above your waiting mouth. I kissed
you then allowed you to bite into the strawberry, before kissing you again to share its sweet
nectar. I fed you another in this same fashion. The last, I let you enjoy alone as I decorated your
breasts with whipped cream and more strawberries. I took pleasure as you licked some whipped
cream from my fingers, and I yours. Then I began to slowly eat my creation. Lapping the cream
and fruit from your breast, I paid particular emphasis on your strawberry coated nipples. As I
sucked the juice from then, you moaned your pleasures.
_____Following the whipped trail of cream, I made my way to
your pussy. Taking a peach slice
from the container, I slowly rubbed it across your clit. I placed it into my mouth and continued to
rub your clit with it. Then I ate my way through it to your wet, peach flavored pussy. I gently
licked your clit and flickered my tongue across it. Then I took a few long laps at your pussy from
front to back, bathing my tongue in its moisture. I placed another peach slice in mouth and
sucked it into my mouth until it disappeared. I slowly pushed it out towards your center to be
sucked in by your pussy. When it was nearly completely in, I sucked it out partially and into my
mouth. I did this several times while rubbing your clit with a strawberry. You were moaning and
singing your praises and had begun to contract your pussy muscles around the fruit, when I added
my tongue to the mix. I sucked the fruit and my tongue in and out of your pussy repeatedly.
Finally I ate the fruit, swallowing it and your own sweetness.
_____I licked and gently sucked your clit slowly as I reached for
the pearl driver. I pulled away
long enough to see the surprise flicker across your face. Then you smiled. I took my time licking
you more. I was not trying to make you cum yet. I had more to do before then. I licked slowly,
tasting you everywhere and rubbing every area of your body within reach. I licked your clit and
slowly inserted two fingers at the mouth of your pussy until they were drawn inside. Moving my
fingers slowly in and out of your pussy, they became coated with your wetness. I flexed them
slightly, as I had read I should do and stroked your walls with the pads of my fingers. This was
the path to the g-spot. I was as deep as I could go, fingers and tongue rhythmically moving in and
out of your pussy, when I reached for the pearl driver to complete the act.
_____ First I withdrew my tongue and continued to stroke you
with my fingers. I place my mouth on your clit and gently
sucked. I slowly removed my fingers, feeling your reluctance to part with them as your pussy
contracted to suck them back in. I grabbed the pearl driver and watched your pussy suck it inside
of you. I stroked you with it the same way I used my fingers. I began to add slight vibrations
with the controller. You began to shake and voiced your pleasure-ridden moans at a higher
decibel. Your cries introduced your orgasm and you shook uncontrollably. I continued and just
as you appeared to regain control, I switched to a higher speed and shook you into your second
orgasm. I had command of the g-spot and had figured out the combination to give you the
multiples layered on top of each other. Again I waited until the orgasm began to subside. When
it did, I sucked your clit faster and harder, switched to the highest speed, and rotated the
pearls.
_____You shook, I shook, and the bed shook as we rode the
orgasm together. You continued to shake
when you could no longer shout. You continued to shake when I had ceased the vibrator and
pearls. You trembled as I removed the pearl driver. You shivered as I gave my final licks. You
trembled as I held you in my arms. And as you laid your head upon my chest, you trembled and
said "I love you."
THE END
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