To Stacey__________by Lovelybrown
Loving you is like some demon that needs to be exorcized
Even though I was already baptized 4 years, 8 months and 2 days ago
You have that thing that gets up in my brain and makes me feel that much more spiritual
Indoctrinated into your rituals
I preyed daily
while living in your word
I became a reformed member of the church
*Huh*
Completely blessed and you could tell by the way that I walked with a little more swagger in the movement of my dress
See
I was becoming deeply embedded in that old time religion
Wanting to feel the incision of you…stud, lover and girl
Manifested as my holy trinity
In constant meditation on what you meant to me
Wanting to break bread and commune with you
Praying for patience
Steadily trying to PRAY AWAY
These cravings
Not the sexuality
But
Attempting to cleanse myself
But only wanting to be washed by your love
While shouting out blessings to the one above
You have made me a believer
and the devil is a liar
but the lust that I have for you keeps me dangling over the pits of fire
Still I believe
cause in loving you
I have such a spiritual release
And I am very blessed
Feeling the holy spirit push through my chest
Cause it's real
And the way that I love you is like
JESUS LOVED me
U know unconditionally
Patiently, kind, without jealously,
without arrogance, unprovoked,
rejoicing in the truth; hoping all things,
enduring all things, believing all things
You have me believing
where once I was a heathen
Now I need you to bless me in your temple
And allow me to fill you up with choral renditions that angels sing on high
I I I
I feel the need to testify
And become a living epistle
Holy dancing as I come
to you
Misty eyed and choked up
From the deliverence of your word
I found myself so touched
That I began to well
and speak in that forgotten language of tongues
And at the benediction of this evenings sermons
Baby I was still yearning for just one more word
found myself trying to calm my nerves
cause you were taking me to church and
you have made a believer out of me.
