_____by Lovelybrown
What am I supposed to do?
Love you or love myself
Or love us,
Or rather what we could be
All that we were
In past tense
I meant to be with you 4ever
But we can’t seem to get it together
And you can’t let certain things go
And I know that love is blind
But impressions last forever
Even though it was so tight in the beginning
My head is brining out a strong argument and winning
Cause I don’t think I can do this anymore
Going through the emotions
Feeling the pain is a bit more than I bargained for
You don’t treat me like a whore
But the truth is you don’t treat me
Like you used to do
Don’t get it confused
I wasn’t using you
Only using myself
Blinded by my emotional wealth in disguise as gluttony
Wanting to much for someone to love me
I don’t want to stay
I don’t want to go
But I gotta say no
This time….
I won’t change my mind.
