__________by Soule Purpose
Loved fast
swallowed quickly as if it was my last
she was my honey skin slash green tea cucumber
first girl that got a key into me but became a fumbler
struggled with the locks so she never opened anything
Committed to last
because I was ready my heart was no longer in casts
it seeped readiness and an alacrity
to love this character to do thangs' for her
despite the heavy burden she carried
Saving her
was placed in the backburner
that shit was a blur because you see
I was caught up, emotionally...tied up...flinging through a whirlwind
broken spirit it seemed I was left to mend
My position to be
varied in so many different degrees
what was I really supposed to be?
the only time I knew was through intimacy...when passion kisses validated my existence and the taste of her temple...her secret sanctuary was the only time it made any sense
Energy drained
so many emotions so hard to contain
my vigor became an extinction
how can I be all to one and none to all?
how selfish are these conditions...
Time to let go
because I can't take any more blows
so many need me to be
you need to help yourself independently
search for that identity that never was able to form properly
Properly in time for me...
Properly in time for me...
