_____by Diamond T
Last night, somehow I knew
It would be our final goodbye
As I looked into your deep brown eyes
Reality spoke to my heart, to my soul
And I knew that tonight would be forever
Forever in the sense of no more
No more laughter, no more smiles, no more crying
Nothing, as I looked into your eyes I knew
That tonight would be our parting
Be it a happy one or sad
Its funny though that last night
We both knew this would be goodbye
Still you ask can you make love to me
Its funny though that last night
I had no desire to want you in such a way
Part of me knew neither did you
Still you asked can I make love to you tonight
Amazingly enough my heart cries out for you
To feel and even somehow want what we once had
To know that somewhere, some place and somehow
In time we shall be... but that isn't reality
And I am no longer living a dream
As last night was our final night
I think of you today wondering just how you are
Are you as calm about this as I am right now
Or is your heart lonely
So I smile... in remembering in knowing
That part of you that no one did
That part of you, you tried to keep hidden and I smile
Cause besides the that fact we gave up, we didn't try
I shall always adore you for all you've been
As today my heart isn't sad or hurt nor do I feel pain
To know that real love would have lasted forever
So what happened to real love for us...
Hmm, I wonder at the thought
That I love you still even though we have been through
Since we first began
And last night I held you for a moment
To smell you, touch you and kiss you softly on the lips
To know that your presence I shall never encounter again
Last night, Last night
We parted forever
