by Samiya A. Bashirplatform heels so high
on these boots i bent down
to see you thru the skye
the brown suede snaked
to the tops of my thighs
they grabbed yr eyes
as soon as i walked in
the place
_____textures always aroused you
where did my terra firma brownness
end
and the smooth suede begin
you weren't the only one
who wondered that night
but of no consequence
were such meaningless details
my skirt wasn't as short
as you like me to wear on my
sluttier days
but it flared and reached
heights too dangerous for tonight
_____when i turned
i'd forgotten to think of that
you sitting at the bar
i remember it darker than it was perhaps
the beer in yr hand almost empty
the glass the bartender gave you
__________abandoned
your other hand poised
as if just about to check your pocket for
something
you don't smoke
_____it's not that cliché
as i sway over to your end
of the bar i
try not to notice all the other butches who
try not to watch me sashay my way
down to you
_____i know that's your job
_____it's part of our game
__________tonight
_____i__________come
_____play_____to
__________ baby
i bend forward slightly
when i reach you so the
ass you grab is just ass you
think it's to show you the
deep valley of barely contained cleavage
my tight top presents so you
let your tongue linger a moment
there after we kiss
you forget
_____to slide your hand up the
now so warm brown suede
to the top forget how bad
you wanna know
_____if i wore panties tonight
cuz i want a drink
__________now
please
_____baby
we get our drinks and
_____the almost relieved kinda jealousy
_____washes over the face of the b-girl bartender
_____who was trying not to cruise you
_____'fore i got here
__________standing behind yr stool
_____my polished hands hidden
inside yr jacket
_____between yr thighs is just you tonight
good
_____i let you carry my drink
saying nothing cuz i still
can't tell you how that smooth
sure it isn't practiced voice
of yours
_____turns me on
_____gets me wet
of course i'm not wearing panties
tonight
_____gotta be careful as i swish
____not to twirl
_____i'm glad yr hands are full
of drinks
i just got it like that tonight cuz
the big back booth i wanted
sits empty
_____of course i don't know that you
_____work it out that way every time
_____before i get here
______________yeah i'm always late
_______________you wait
and of course
you'd rather i just think
_____i got it like that
you hold the drinks while i sit down
_____so i don't knock the table these
boots make my knees so
high up and i'm
tryin to keep my skirt
_____under my ass you
sit down
take off yr jacket you
look so handsome
_____flash me the most irresistable damn
_____boy caught hand in cookie jar grin
_____that i wanna just eat you alive
soon come.
so we talk
_____i haven't seen you in a week you
missed me i
want you damn i wanna
talk catch up giggle with my drink
cross my legs under this
_____too short table but
just yr voice gets me moist
_____n i ain't got on no panties
tonight
_____is for you
__________n you don't even know it
___________________yet
it's perfect
n yr feelin yrself tonight
black jeans so damn tight givin the fag boys
a fright when you stroll past
hair oiled just right even
_____the tank under yr shirt is pressed
n you got new boots (again)
__________i'm impressed
yeah yr feelin that mack vibe
__________________________tonight
but i see the hunger in yr eyes
you want me
________________yes
but tonight mmm-hmmm
_____tonight i know what you need
but i'll let you play a little while
longer
so important that
it's done right
we gotta get outta here
_____ finish yr beer
please
_____baby
_____yr comin with me tonight
i ignore the raised eyebrow
_____meant to be a challenge you
ignore the twinge in yr cunt
the erotic fear of being known
yr eyes linger too long
on the butch behind
the bar on the way out
but that just turns me on
tonight and
you thought neither of us noticed
i feel the cool breeze
on the wetness between my legs first
then coming from the cold stares of
street strangers
as we walk down the avenue and you
tighten your arm around my waist and i
fold myself more closely into you
_____and stare into your eyes
_____________ not theirs
you think we're going to dinner but
i can't wait anymore
_____i've got other plans first and
_____we stop off at your place
you get that
_____knowing kinda arrogant smile
on yr lips and try to
put yr hand up my skirt while you get yr keys
_____no no baby
_____look don't touch
_______________tonight
_____i'll tell you when
_____you can do what
_____you can do
again with the eyebrows
_____whatever
________baby
i walk behind you this time
up the stairs
_____black ass jeans so tight
__________yeah tonight
______________baby
can you get me some water
_____outta tha kitchen
i'm torn trying to get my nerve up and
too
_____restrain my blistering desire
__________to possess you
____________________here
now
but i always knew who'd
win that internal battle
i'm in the kitchen walking
up behind you at the sink
looking so tough yet
_____washing me a glass with the
tenderest hands i've ever seen
i feel a drop of sweat
_____ride my spine to my ass
when i reach around you
run my nails up that so hard stomach
pull your back into my breasts and
push my pelvis into your ass push
yr pelvis into the counter
top
yr trapped
_____like i want you
_____like you want to need to be when you
_____finally realize what i've been hiding
you've been hiding yr desire
but i know what you need and
tonight tho
_____yes
you're ready
you open your lips to protest
even as yr legs spread wider
to meet me even as yr
_____deep soft moan betrays you my
fingers in yr mouth become
_____just a formality
i gotta move quick
before you talk yrself outta this i
whisper in yr ear say
_____you can be mamas queer boy
_____tonight
__________if you like
i
run my fingers up the crotch in yr jeans
_____you stifle a scream as my nail grazes
yr ass
_____all butches have a black leather belt
________________somewhere
mmmm
_____purrrrfect as i
grab the back of yr belt n pull yr
_____ass a little higher while you
reach between yr legs to feel
_____my cock n i'm still
rubbing it between yr thighs
i see the stubborn relief in yr eyes
as you realize it's not yr dick
yr drippin on
it's mine
you never knew how much you
__________loved me before
i made you get down on yr knees
_____on that dark kitchen floor
lift up my skirt and
_____slide my dick down yr throat
you never knew
_____how much you loved me
_____til you swallowed
your butch pride with my dick
_____in front of the kitchen window that night
but i showed you mercy/
____________________this time
_____took yr hand as i led
_____the well known route to the bed
sat you on it with that
_____dazed
__________amazed look on yr face
to watch
_____me
__________strip
off with my blouse i left
_____the red velvet bra on
for a minute
snapped off my skirt left the
_____brown suede boots on
for a minute
_____let my hair down and
stroked my cock
_____yeah i can play yr game baby
don't be so shocked
i let you
take off my bra and play
_____tittie games for a while
to get you comfortable
_____make you drip
__________like i dripped
all down my girlish thighs
_____i whispered all the ways
i would fuck you
_______________tonight
you fought off your fright
felt yr throat get tight you
wouldn't let emotion overpower
_____instead you cowered in my breasts
thinking that way i wouldn't make you
beg
i took yr shirt off
_____left you the tank and
pulled yr pants to yr ankles so fast you
fell face down boxer clad ass in the air
__________yeah i'll
_____let you think i practiced
__________that move
trapped again
_____tight ass black jeans
_____locked yr legs together
i let yr black belt fall free
_____this time
n yes i rubbed yr back and
_____whispered my love in yr ear
_____ran my tongue
__________from the nape of yr neck
_____to yr rear
before i made you say it
n yes i
_____loved you with every part
of my body every part
of yr body while the last of your
time toughened defenses melted
beneath my touch
_____n you knew you were safe
n when you
_____finally begged just a whisper
__________fuck me
_____i knew i cd tell you
__________to say it louder
_____n when after i made you
_____beg for it again n again
til i heard you cry-
__________if you don't fuck me goddammit
__________right now one of us is gonna die
then i entered your sacred space
denied for so long and let you
_____bury your face in the pillow so
i wouldn't see humiliation's ghost
as you fought back
_____the fear i wouldn't let you keep yr swagger
_____the staggering dread you don't wanna feel
_____that even the sexy new boots you got wouldn't
let me see
the butch you need to be anymore
no no baby
_____it's okay cuz
even though you let me / needed me to
bite yr back and grab yr cunt n tits n
whisper over n over
_____that yr mine
tell you this time how good
yr pussy feels on my prick
we know it's not sick it's
_____the kinda love that reaches thru the
barriers walls of our being
that i'm
_____bonin you with tonight baby
face down
_____i won't watch the tears
_____i know why n we don't
have to talk about it now don't
gotta think about it now
_____empty yr mind of
_____the unfulfilled dreams of
_____nightmares
_______________ssshhhhhhhhhhhh
_________________________just
bend over baby n
lemme fill you up
and you
scream your release i do too
_____after fucking you some more it's true you
never knew love like this
before
n yes we
laid in bed all night took
_____turns feeding each other whatever
we had delivered yes we
talked a little and
_____loved a lot more and
_____freed ourselves finally
for acceptance
and sure by
_____morning i had put my dick down
_________________________for a while
_____n you got yrs up again and
_____it was like never before
cuz i knew you
and you were known and still
_____loved
__________anyway
n we've had a lot of
_____tonights
since that night
i always try to surprise you
cuz when those
_____other b-girls are trying not
_____to look at you
_____you can stare straight back
_____n know
that in the next 20 minutes or so
the kinda soft /hard love
everyone wants
_____not to speak of
gonna storm through that door on
5 inch platform boots
_____worn for your pleasure
and lead you by the hand
back
home
