__________by Insatiable K
I sit and watch “Fire” and remember our night and day together. Spent
intertwined reaffirming our love in the most exotic way. You are apart from
me for the first real time in months and I act like a lovesick puppy waiting
for your call, hoping that you will come out and be with me. This is a test
of this I am sure God wants to see if I can handle being without you. I
don’t want to act out or run you away as I did the previous woman but it is
hard for me to be without you. Maybe I am co-dependent, maybe I do want you
by me always but could it also be that I am falling in love with you?
I can’t sleep although my eyes burn I don’t want to lie in a bed without
you. Where do you sleep this night? Are you in the bed that we share on a
daily basis, can you smell the aftermath of our passionate lovemaking? I
long for you. I miss you.
