__________by Synik

We've known each other for so long
And tho we've "Separated", our love still runs strong
We've been through the "Always and Forever"
And the "Let's Stay Together"
phases
blind to reality
but now the daze is
Terminated
Procrastinated
But now, I have officially ejaculated.
Busted my mental and emotional nut
Sorry to say this....but
We can no longer "Break Up to Make Up"
Cuz our fate is already made up
"Forever My Lady" is what I thought you woulda been
But look at us now, we're strugglin, "We Can't Be Friends"
Who'd have thought that this is how we'd end
For so long, I've been "Giving You The Best That I Got"
Tryna right wrongs, fulfill fantasies, and stop drops
Of those tears that remain deep inside your heart
Keepin it real, servin it raw, right from the start
"Once Upon a Time", there were possibilities of you being "Wifey"
And for the life of me,
I can't figure out why you'd wanna get shiesty
Creepin...sleepin...freakin with that trif ass nigga
A wannabe....who thinks he's a muthafuckin jigga
Tryna be like me, there's a reason he's the *ex*
It's cuz I'm the one,well...was the one, who did you best
"He Can't Love You" betta than me
Can't even get it wetta than me
But fuck that, "What We Had, We Had"
It's done, finished, ova, and I'm glad
Cuz if I could "Turn Back The Hands of Time"
I'd "Unbreak My Heart" and you'd never be mine
Then I'd shine and be "Secret Lovers" with someone else
I'd forget the actions, the divisions, and subtractions
As well as the pain my heart has felt
But "I Wanna Know" "How Could an Angel Break My Heart"
"When You Think Of Me", "How Does It Feel",
Does your body start
Tremblin
tensin
fuckin reminiscin
missin
Fuckin to Johnny Gill's "My My My"
Did you have your "One Last Cry"
Are you ready to "Kiss and Say Goodbye"
Nah...fuck that
There's a "Right and A Wrong Way"
And "If You Don't Wanna Love Me", then I won't "Stay"
I'ma walk out that door and there will be "No More"
Broken hearts and late night cries
Wondering who's between those thighs
You were "My First Love" and "I Will Always Love You"
And this is something that I know I must do
For just one minute, "Let's Not Play The Game"
Although you hurt me, I know it'll never be the same
with another, cuz no matta what, they can never be "You"
Sometimes still, "I Wish" I could "Spend My Life With You"
But I can't, and so we're terminated
Emotionally and mentally, I've just ejaculated.

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