__________by Naea
Blind.
I lay here... these four walls stealing my breath....
the red fusion of a lover's contusion breaks my soul....
slowly...
slowly...
I lose it all...
What fools we mortals be...
Why can't I see
the idiocy when you say you want her AND me...
I'm sorry if I gave you my heart too soon....
So very sorry that I gave my love to you...
All that glitters aint gold and all that's fine aint mine...
But why the fuck was loving you such a damn crime...
Tell me why....
What fools we mortals be...
you made a fucking fool of me....
Got me singing Meshell in my sleep...
Never have I been this damn weak...
I should have stayed away from you ...
I coulda stayed alone...
because truthfully emptiness is all that I have ever known....
You say that you lust of her but you absolutely love me...
But what you dont understand
is she and I cant be morphed into a metaphorical WE....
So you tell me...
What the fuck am I supposed to do?
Because in my mind...
I've got to stop loving you...
but accomplish this, I can't
Love you, I do....
Seeing is believing... I can't see you...
Blind.
