by
Lvher22
I’m writing to tell you about the most incredible experience in my life. I’ll just start from the very beginning. My name is Angela, but my friends call me Angie. I’m 21 years old and I live in a small town in Pennsylvania called Millwood. My mom got remarried so we moved from Ada, Oklahoma to Millwood because that’s where my new step dad was stationed in the air force. Oklahoma was the middle of nowhere to me, and so was Millwood, but at least it was a change of atmosphere. I wasn’t always attracted to women. I started out completely straight. It was something that just crept upon me slowly. Guys really didn’t pay any attention to me. I was a shy girl throughout high school. I had a few friends, but my best friend in the whole wide world was Teresa Jordan. She’s also 21 years old. I think her last name was Jordan because she played basketball really well. She played for our high school team the Millwood High Yellow Jackets. I went to all of the home games to watch her play. She made it look so easy making those jump shots, and lay-ups. My attraction to females started out as just a staring problem. There was this girl named Jasmine in my Spanish class whom I use to stare at everyday during class. She was so pretty. She had smooth caramel-chocolate skin, hazel brown eyes, long pretty hair that she kept up in a bun, she was part Indian and black (a good combination), and nice well shaped body. I wasn’t thinking of her sexually at the time, I only admired her beauty. After graduation, me and Teresa kept in touch for about a month before we got into this argument about our friendship not being the way it was suppose to be. I was always making the phone calls, and always the first to e-mail. She never took up any of my offers to hang out, but she would hang out with her other friends. She was more popular than I was, and I think it was starting to get to her head. I thought that was wrong, and I brought it to her attention, and she claimed that things were cool with us when they weren’t. So we didn’t speak for about a month. I wanted her to call me first if she really wanted to save our friendship. Of course she never called. After about three months I called her house and her mother answered saying that she didn’t live there anymore, and she left it at that. I felt like my heart had stopped. I was hurting so bad about this, cause I really wanted things to be right with us, because she was such a cool person to be around, and there was just something about her that I couldn’t let go of. A whole year and three months went by and still no word. I had just got off of work and was stopping by the post office to mail off my timesheets to my job, when I saw her Dad walking out the post office with some mail in his hands. I just had to ask him. "Mr. Jordan." I said."Yes." He replied stopping and turning around."Hi how you doing? My name is Angie. I’m a good friend of Teresa’s. How is she doing? I haven’t heard from her in a year.""Oh she’s doing fine. She’s in the air force now. She’s stationed in New Mexico." "Oh really? I didn’t know.""Do you want her cell phone number? She bought her phone here, so it’s not long distance." "Yes, thank you!" I replied my heart started beating fast with excitement.I took out my cell phone and put in the number. After I thanked him, I mailed off my papers and headed home. After I got into my car I started crying and thanking God that I had been able to get a number to reach her at. I had thought about her every day since we had stopped talking and often had dreams about finding her, and would wake up in a cold sweat when I couldn’t get to her in time, in my dreams. I would always cry myself to sleep whenever I had these dreams cause it would just remind me of what I had lost.So here I was with the number in my cell, anxious to call. I tried to rehearse what I would say to her after all this time. It had been a year and a half. I decided to just go with the flow. As I dialed her number my heart beat was racing cause I was so nervous. What if she didn’t want to speak to me ever again? I don’t know if my heart could take that. As the phone rang the second time I silently prayed for an answering service. After the third ring she answered."Hello?" She replied.My heart felt like it was in my throat."Uhhh, hello?" I stammered."Hello? Who’s this?""Can you guess who this is?""Uh…""Someone you went to high school with, whom you haven’t seen for a year and a half." I replied finally getting the courage."Oh my gosh! Angie?!" She asked excited."Yes. It’s me.""Oh my goodness I wanted to call you when I first went into basic but I was afraid you wouldn’t want to speak to me?""Wow. I can’t believe that all this time you were in the air force. I didn’t know you were going. You never mentioned it to me."Well it was kind of a last minute thing and I barely got to say goodbye to my family. I’m so glad we’ve found each other. I missed you so much."I missed you too.""So what are you doing these days?""I’m going to Millwood State Community College. I’m taking up counseling. I want to counsel troubled teens.""That’s cool."After talking for about an hour she said that she was getting ready to go to work and she would call me back when she go off at six. After I hung up the phone I felt so relieved, and happy that I had finally found her. I went to my room to take a nap.Three months had gone by and our friendship had grown and blossomed the way it was suppose to. She called me and I called her, and we e-mailed each other. She told me that our friendship meant the world to her and that she promised not to let what happened last year, happen again. She told me that she would be visiting next month and then she would be leaving for England the next, to stay for two years, and looked forward to spending time with me and her friend April. April was a girl she had met working at a youth center during the summer during high school. It seemed liked every chance she got she reminded me of April and all the things they liked to do together. She said that April had flown all the way to New Mexico to see her graduate from Basic. How could I possibly compete with that? I was broke. I couldn’t afford things like that. I know I’m not supposed to be her only friend, but I began to feel left out. After a month passed she flew down to Millwood. She spent the first week with her family. Then the next week we got to hang out. We went and got some pizza and went to the park to talk. I was telling her about the problems I was having living at home with my folks, and how they wouldn’t allow me to have my freedom. I also told her about the guys not paying me any attention. We talked about everything from love, life, and even sex. I wanted to tell her about my recent attraction to women and about the two girls that I had crushes on at school, but I was afraid that she would not approve and stop talking to me. So I kept it to myself. In the middle of our hanging out time at the park, her cell phone rang and she answered it."Yea. You are? Okay I’ll be right there. Give me twenty minutes." She replied hanging up her cell."Who was that?" I asked."That was April. She’s at my parent’s house. Would you be mad at me if we continued this on another day? She’s getting ready to visit her family in California and she wanted to see me before she left.""Oh okay. I understand. What time do you need to leave?""I guess right now.""Okay." I replied getting up and gathering the pizza and crazy bread.I felt cheated cause our time had been cut short for April. I had cleared my whole schedule and sold some CD’s to get some extra cash to spend for us going out, and now she was ditching me for someone else. I just brushed it over my shoulder cause she promised to make it up to me. We rode in silence all the way to her house while listening to a song called "Tell Me The Reason" that my home girl Rochelle and I recorded at my house. She said she liked it and I told her that I was planning to audition for American Idol this August. When we arrived at her house, her dad was outside cleaning out his car. "Hey baby." He said hugging her."Hi daddy." She replied hugging him back."Hi." I said shaking his hand."Hi how you doing?" He asked me."Fine." I replied.She told her dad about my music and she asked me to play the tape that I just played for her in the car. So I went to my car to get the tape. After I gave it to him, he put it in his tape player and played it. We all listened to the song. He asked me, was it me on the tape. He couldn’t believe it was me. No one ever does cause I’m so quiet, but when it comes to my music I want to be heard. Right in the middle of the song, a green Honda Civic pulled up in her driveway. A tall white girl about my 5’9, with Strawberry blond hair stepped out, whom I assumed was April. I had never met her in person. I had just heard about her numerous times from Teresa. Teresa introduced us. I shook her hand saying that Teresa had talked about her allot, and that it was nice to meet her. She asked who it was we were listening to. Teresa told her it was me and she said I sounded good. She then suggested that I should try out for American Idol this fall, and I told her that I planned on it. After the song ended, Mr. Jordan ejected the tape and handed it back to me complimenting my singing. "Thank you. Well Teresa, I guess I’ll see you tomorrow." I replied walking away."Okay. Bye girl." She said.After I took a few steps she told me to wait. She ran up to me and gave me a hug. I don’t know why, but it felt awkward hugging her in front of her dad and April. I guess it was because the only time we had hugged each other was at the graduation. So all the way home I thought about what we could do when she came over the next day. The next day when we went up to the school to play some ball, she tried to show me some moves, but I couldn’t catch on quick enough. We spent two hours at the courts then we went to my cousin’s music studio where she got to sit in on a session. I recorded one of my songs that I had written called "Thinkin Bout Chu." She said I did a good job on the song, and enjoyed the whole studio experience. She had told me the other day that she hadn’t had a home cooked meal since she had been back home, so after we got back to my house, I put on the series finale of Dawson’s Creek, while I made a home cooked meal of fried pork chops, green beans, mash potatoes and gravy, and cornbread for her. The cornbread winded up burning cause I left it on broil and forgot about it. So we didn’t have the cornbread to eat, but she enjoyed the rest of the meal and thanked me for cooking her a home cooked meal. The rest of the week we went to a dance club, to the movies, and I invited her to go bowling with me on Wednesday night. She gladly accepted. It was nearing time for her to go back to New Mexico to pack up for England, so she spent her last day with me. We hung out at the house and watched movies and listened to music. That night I decided that the time was right for me to tell her about my attraction to women. I took her out on the back porch. We started talking about nothing in particular, till I got tired of beating around the bush."Teresa?" I said nervous as hell."Yes." She replied"Tell me something that no one else knows about you.""Let’s see. Something that no one knows about me. Uhh… I can’t think of anything. What about you?" She asked."Well. I have something to tell you but I’m afraid of what you might think about me.""It’s okay. What ever it is I can handle it.""Okay. Well… I’m curious.""Okay you’re curious. About….?"I’m bicurious.""Oooh. How long have you felt this way?""Well it started out as a staring problem senior year, then it developed more when I went to college. I wanted to tell you when you first got here but I was afraid things would change between us and you wouldn’t speak to me again.""That would never happen. Don’t ever feel like you can’t tell me anything. I was so happy when we found each other I don’t wanna lose you again. As long as you don’t come at me like that I have no problem with it.""I’m so glad to get that off my chest, cause I was really stressing about it.""I’m glad you told me."After talking for a few more minutes I took her home. She was leaving the next mourning and she asked me to stay a while at her house so I gladly accepted. She took me to her old bedroom and showed me all the letters and e-mails I had sent her throughout the years including high school. She had told me that she saved everything that I had given her, but I thought she was putting on. I was so surprised. It felt good going back to memory lane. Afterwards we went to her living room and watched some old music videos. She didn’t have a remote to the VCR so she was sitting on the floor three feet in front of the television; while I was sitting on the most comfortable couch I’ve ever sat on. All while I was sitting there and watching the music videos, I was thinking about how lucky I was to have her as a friend. Then all of a sudden I imagined her coming over to the couch sitting next to me and all of a sudden start kissing me. It just felt right for some reason. Of course nothing happened that night. After we finish watching quite a few music videos, I looked at my watch. It said 2:00 am. I had to get up the next mourning to go to work, so she walked me to the door. I turned around and gave her a big hug telling her that I loved her so much. I didn’t want to let go because my heart couldn’t handle her leaving for another year without us being able to see or talk to each other. I feared that we would lose touch once she went to England, but she promised me it wouldn’t happen and that the two years would be up in no time. So that next month she went to England. I always enjoyed hearing about all the different types of people and fashions down there, and about all the places she would frequent every weekend with the friends that she made down there. She’d always tell me about all these British girls that hit on her every weekend at the clubs. She told me about this one girl that she was attracted to, but had to remind herself that she was straight. I didn’t start to fall for her till three months ago. I don’t know how it happened cause we hadn’t spoke for the whole three months cause she had gotten so caught up at work. I do however remember when she e-mailed me, suggesting that when I finally have that first time experience with a woman let it be with someone I care about. I didn’t know what she meant by that until three months ago. Then it suddenly occurred to me that she was the only girl I had ever considered making love to, because I not only cared about her, but I was in love with her. Plus we were both virgins. I wouldn’t even consider going down on anyone else cause I was afraid of catching STD’s. She was planning on coming to visit again in August. By the time August rolled around, she spent the first week with her family and the second with April. The third week was my turn. I was excited and nervous at the same time, cause I wanted everything to go right. We spent the whole week together watching movies, and hanging out. When Friday finally came, I was ready to make my move. I felt like we were getting closer as the days went by. My family went out of town for the weekend so it was just the two of us at the house. We watched a movie while we played with each other’s hair. I felt very relaxed. That night when it was time for us to go to bed I wanted to please her in any way I could before telling her how I felt, so I offered to give her a back massage. She gladly accepted. I turned on Jagged Edge’s "What’s It Like To Be In love" As I rubbed her back, kneading her soft flesh with my fingertips she moaned and groaned with pleasure softly. I loved the delightful sounds she was making and the fact that I was making her feel good. After I finished, she sighed out loud."Wow. That was nice. Now it’s your turn." She said."Oh. Okay." I replied excited about feeling her delicate hands against my skin. I proceeded to lie on my stomach. As the beautiful music played she started rubbing my back gently occasionally grazing my back with her nails. I love that so much, I moaned with passion."I’m sorry. Did I scratch you?" She asked."No. It feels good.""Oh. Okay." She replied.After the massage was over and we both lay down, she looked over at me."Goodnight Angie." She said"Goodnight Teresa." I replied and turned over on my side with my back towards her.Then I decided that now was the time to tell her. I turned over facing her back and tapped her lightly on the shoulder. She turned around facing me."What’s wrong?" She asked."Teresa?" "Yes?" "Please don’t be mad at me.""Why would I be mad at you?""Because I’ve fallen in love with you. I paused to take a breath, happy that she let me continue."I’ve been in love with you since that night at your parents house, I just didn’t know how to tell you because I remembered what you said about as long as I didn’t come at you like that, you would accept me for who I am and I didn’t want to lose our friendship. But I had to tell you." "You’re the only girl that I have ever loved,… I really value our friendship, but for the past few months I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you, or how much I want to make sweet passionate love to you. I’m not expecting a relationship, but I was hoping this could be something we could experience together. I just want one passionate night with someone that I trust and love. If you say no, I’ll completely understand, and but I just want you to know that you’re the only woman that I want to do this with."I don’t know what to say. I had no idea you felt this way. I don’t want to lose our friendship. I love you too in a friendship kind of way, but I don’t think we should do that. Things would be too weird between us." She replied looking into my eyes.Tears formed in my eyes as I looked in her eyes. "I’m sorry. I’ll sleep in my parent’s room." I replied trying to hold back the tears, as I got out of the bed and walked towards my bedroom door."Angie wait!" She said, but I had already left the room and went down the hall to my parent’s room. After I slid under the cool covers of my parent’s king-size bed I began to cry. I had embarrassed myself as well as put our friendship in jeopardy. I cried myself to sleep.The next mourning after I took a shower and got dressed I went downstairs to the kitchen to make us some breakfast. That was the least I could do. I was scrambling some eggs and thinking about last night. I finished the eggs and turned the burner off. I could feel the tears welling up inside my eyes again when suddenly, I felt a pair of arms around my waist. My knees started feeling weak. I felt scared as I turned around and faced her for the first time, since telling her I loved her. "Teresa?" I asked puzzled cause she had this look of passion and curiosity in her eyes versus my look of fear.Without warning she reached up and grabbed my face and kissed me passionately. I felt her slip her tongue slowly into my mouth, and enjoyed the wonderful feeling of our tongues dancing together in a smooth rhythm. After the kiss ended we looked deep into each other’s eyes. She was the first to speak."It just feels right." She said taking my hand and leading me to my bedroom." Teresa, are you sure you wanna do this?""Yes, I want to do this. I’ve wanted to do this for a long time now, I was just scared to admit it."When we walked in, I heard the same song playing that I played last night by Jagged Edge. "What’s it like to be in love." After we got to my room we started making out passionately. She ran her hands through my hair and on my face while I rubbed her back gently. We moaned softly into each other’s arms. I started taking her shirt off while kissing her while she unbuttoned my jeans. We stopped kissing and I pulled the covers back on the bed. "Lay down." I instructed her.She did as she was told. I proceeded to take off her bra and slowly pulled off her pants. When she was completely nude except for her thong I started kissing her again. Letting my tongue massage hers gently. Then I finally got a good look at her breasts. They were about a 36c. Not bad at all. I began to slowly and gently suck on her nipples leaving them hard in the process. I French kissed them and licked them afterwards. Then I started moving lower and lower. I then romoved her slick thong gently. When I reached her clit, I stuck one finger in. She gasped. She was very wet. Which was a good thing. I started to finger her slowly not wanting to hurt her. Then faster and faster. She began to moan out my name."Angie! Ohhhh! That feels so good! Keep going!" She replied in the throws of passion.I stuck in a second finger than a third repeating the same ritual until she came three times. On the third time I licked her clit gently preparing her for what was to come. I kissed it and frenched it. Her body started shaking. She was on the edge."Please! Angie!" She screamed.I took that as a signal and dived in her ocean with my tongue, totally devouring her juices. Then I stuck my tongue inside feeling her muscles pulsating against it, which turned me on even more. I began tongue fucking her. She screamed my name over and over as she bucked her hips toward my face and grabbed the sheets. I was driving her mad and I was loving it. After she finally came for the fifth time, I took my time licking her nectar up, and gave her clit one last kiss. I sat up next to her in the bed."Wow! Angie, I…. Wow!" She said out of breath."Thank you." I said."Now. It’s your turn.""Wait . Teresa I just wanted to please you. This wasn’t about me.""You did please me, that’s why I want to please you back. I want you to feel what I felt."We started kissing as I positioned myself on my back and she was on top of me kissing me. She repeated the same ritual that I had. She sucked and fondled my breasts. Then her tongue finally reached my clit, which seemed like an eternity, but it had been about three minutes, I gasped."Are you okay?" She asked."Yes." I replied. She licked the outer layer before she dove into the center devouring me like an ice cream sundae."You taste so good." She whispered. After I came she licked up my juices quickly, which started a passionate fire inside me. After she finished she got back on side of me in the bed and started kissing me again. We tasted each other’s juices on our mouths. After we broke the kiss I told her I had a surprise, then I got up and went to the closet pulling out a 7 inch strap on. She looked at me with passion in her eyes."Oooooh. I want to use it on you first." She said excited."Okay." I said.After I helped her put the strap on, I positioned my self on my back on the bed. She began rubbing the outside of my clit with the latex cock. "Oooooh! That feels nice." I replied with passion.Then she slid it in slowly. I gasped."I’m sorry! Am I hurting you?" She asked worried."No. Keep going. I replied softly.After she had finally got it all in she began pumping me slowly not wanting to rush it. After a few strokes she started pumping medium speed then faster and faster. I screamed out her name over and over clutching the sheets tightly as she filled me with the cock. After we both came, I got into the doggy style position and the sideways position. After that we switched rolls, only this time, we did something different after I had broken through her walls with the missionary position."I want you to ride me." I said excited and out of breathe."Okay." She said.She positioned her self on top of me and slipped the cock inside her. She began to ride me slowly then faster and faster. I pulled her ass into me as she rode for dear life. After we both came again. I began devouring her soaked with passion pussy, getting intoxicated by her sweet scent. Afterwards we held each other caressing each other occasionally. She was the first to fall asleep. I watched her sleep. She looked so beautiful and peaceful when she slept that I didn’t dare wake her, but now I wasn’t too sure how she would react to what we had just shared. Of course I loved what we did, but I was also afraid of what was in the future of our friendship. I got up out of the bed slowly not to wake her, and walked over to the window. I hadn’t noticed it was raining till I felt those same hands form around my waist."It’s raining. Rain always makes me want to make love." She said.She caught me by total surprise cause I always felt the same way when it rained. Then I began to think of my thoughts earlier before she awoke. She sensed my sudden tension."Angie, what’s wrong?" She asked rubbing my shoulders gently." Teresa, I don’t want you to regret what happened between us this mourning." I replied."I wouldn’t regret anything like that. I’ve actually been curious to know what it would be like to become intimate with you.In that moment we kissed each other passionately. Then we embraced for what seemed like eternity. "Bestfriends for life?" She asked after we finally let go of each other."Bestfriends for life." I agreed smiling.And I was perfectly content with that because despite my feelings for her, her friendship meant the world to me. Despite what happened, we’re still best friends to this day, and we’ve both moved on.
