__________by Dollbaby
Alone, all alone.
Sitting in my room wondering what you are doing,
Imagining you in between my legs,
Making me feel things that I never experienced before,
Making me moan uncontrollably.
I begin to touch myself, imagining that my hands are yours.
Caressing myself oh so gently.
Small and soft moans begin to escape me as my fingers go in and out.
I begin to call your name, intensifying the experience 10 times more.
Low screams begin to escape me, as I caress my breasts oh so gently with one hand,
and thrust myself with the other.
As I repeat your name over and over again, I begin to realize that this
pleasure that I feel is not just physical it is emotional as well.
I begin to cry silently to myself, as I think of all the things you do to me.
All the emotions that I feel for you, begin to escape me.
I begin to wail. Like a baby that has lost its mother.
The feelings are overwhelming, I can’t take them.
They are taking over my existence, they are me and I am them.
I try to dry my tears, but they keep falling like the rain.
My pillow is soaked with tears, not of sadness, but of joy.
For once I have found someone who makes me feel wanted.
I want them and they want me.
I begin to smile and then I hear a noise, I don’t know what it is, so I roll over.
I look over and realize that it is my alarm.
I awake and realize it was all a dream.
The feelings that I harbor are not feelings of Ecstasy and Joy, but feelings of Hurt and Turmoil.
Feelings that I know oh to well.
Feelings that I have been feeling for too many years now.
Feelings that will never leave until I find that one to make my dreams come true!
Feeling that can make even the strongest person, breakdown!!
