
by Felicia Ann
I woke up beside you
Yet you haunt my mind
The sun swells through the window
And across my eyes,
What have I done?
I forgot I had a lover
A gurly gurl that’s not like you
She loves my rough edges and sexy smells
But she hasn’t made my toes curl since our first night
What have I done?
What am I suppose to do
I called her that afternoon and
Turned her loose
I’m 3 steps past the starting mark
Walking around searching for my Leopard thong
Being careful not to wake you
Although I know I want to stay
But I wasn’t supposed to be here last night
And hopefully no one will ever know this
I have to make a stand
Do I go on being your friend
Or go on to something more?
Feelings that I felt I was immune to
I have fell victim
You lay before me
my body still wants to stay
But I know I can’t
You got me so twisted
But I want some more
I promised myself to never get involved
With another gurl that looked and acted like you
That low cut hair
And heavy stroll
Sexy light brown eyes
You were the one to make my toes curl
You made me leave my wife
But you didn’t leave anyone for me
This is supposed to be ok?
Because you’re in a long distance relationship
Is that my role?
To be your substitute while she is away
Am I your vendetta for an indiscretion in her past?
I don't play those games
You whisper in my ear that you are falling
My walls break down
And I extend my arms to you
Then you change your mind and want to
Go back to what we were before
Just turn me loose,
I turn to walk away
You insist that I stay in these arms
Until you decide that this is not what you really want
So I agree to be the best friend
Until I’m in your bed again
And talking of weekend getaways
It is her that haunts your thoughts
Until my tongue is between your lips
My face is wet and you are pulling my good hair
I got you where I want you
So many have been here before
But you are special
And your attention remains on me
She has never been the woman you need
I’ve got you back now
So crawl to me
There’s still a chance you’ll let her back in your life
Once more, but I own your heart
I consume your thoughts
Everything smells just as sweet as I do
No other will satisfy your hunger
Turn me loose because
We can’t keep going on like this
We’re no good for each other
So just let it go
You’ve always been Capt’n-Save-A-hoe
I don’t need to be saved
Your cape is so tattered and torn
Take it off and come lay here with me

