by Vonn Deep
by Vonn Deep
Deep daze....hormones rage While thinking of you... her Her ...and Her Who I deserve... Nothing like freedom from that relationship cage BUT ....I will admit Someone loving my heart My spirit My essence..... My presence.. Just me Is the greatest thing I yearn. So I turn to the first page to start my journey I see your name A smile always appears....then fades from fear of games I've fell in love with your tone Addicted to your smile and your mind But if anyone knows Virgo's They know we need time. Communication is shaky....distance disturbs Yet you've stretched out and reserved... Just enough room for you. Making it hard to decide whether or not to continue. Next page..I raise a brow.. Asking myself When? What? Were? and How? Not quite sure of the intention here.. Plus your bluntness makes my insecurities appear Yet I'm impressed.... because I never met a 'representative' Or you at you best Only what comes with this person in the flesh. Underneath that name is one hard to describe I have a warm soft spot... That's where she resides Time wont let us be....neither will my pride It took a long time to come out... I refuse to go back and hide Yet she pays close attention To learning my ins and outs And that is exactly what loving me is about. I turn another page... Its you....and all I can do is laugh Because that's all we do.... Even at our past.. Some say always move forward Never go backwards And although I've changed... Ruining our friendship is a hazard. But the attraction is there.... The foundation is built... If we were to fail a 3rd time... Id feel nothing but guilt. So here I lay Trying to figure who and what is best... Who I can imagine falling asleep on my breast The one that will satisfy all My hunger and desires Will stick around through the Rain Sleet Snow and Fire Cure my A.D.D Live in my thoughts and dreams... I thought one of these women could be that.. I guess everything really isn't what it seems Dissatisfied I close my little black book...and place it on the floor Ready and willing to add names... Until I want....for no more.
