by InfamoustreceNever thought the day would come
When I would hear the words role off your tongue
I had to ask you so I did!
"So you are serious about her now?"
You nodded, then looked in my eyes and frowned
"Yes, but she is not my girl yet."
"Yet! So that's it between you and I because your feelings are set."
I wanted you to say "baby I love you and only you forget about her."
But those words never came out so it made our long years not feel pure
Wish I never met you, my life would have been better
Sat down to write a poem, can't get my words together for a letter
Emotions brutality devistated
On the streets don't look my way, for you I waited
Waited too long to see change
But it came back in my face elated and now for her you got a pet name
Baby!
Those words meaned so much to me
I thought I was your baby, thought I had our game plan down to a T
Thought you were meant for me
Thought you were mine, thought I was yours
You were all I lived for
Now on my heart is a sore
Scarred deep
Everytime it throbs I weep
When we meet on the street, don't bother to speak
Your Hi and bye's are weak and not like before
"Hi Pookie or Baby!"
Now it's "was up"
Never thought it would happen to me, my heart is tore
You was all I lived for
Now I have to pick up a new living
A new motivation
A dedication that will keep my stimulation
In deep contemplation
Patiently waiting
For someone to sweep me off my feet
However, fairytales don't exsist
Kept something that I didnt want to keep
But now I must charge it to life lessons
And file it in my memory and be aware
of late night sessions and women who are really
god's blessing
No more stressing
Took to long to get it off my heart
Connecting all my pieces together that fell apart
I hold my head up high
I must not cry, must be strong
It was bound to happen all along
