by Baby GyrlI finally accept that this is just how things is gonna be...
I accept that she will never be with me....
I accept that it could never be....
Did'nt come to these terms though until recently...
Sat down and really evaluated the whole scenary....
Came up wit that it was'nt about me that ended it...
But it was what was going on in her life...
That made it a good opportunity to say the hell with me....
Believe me I don't knock the shit...
I've been guilty once or twice of it...
What I will say is it made reevaluate all my shit...
lay it all out...Pick it up...and move on to the next chick...
Another thing I have to admit...
Is that the whole experience fucks wit me...
I sometimes have some insecurities...
About it...
Why I can't get this one gyrl to be with me...
What is it about me...
What is it I don't posses...
What is it I can do To catch her eye....
To be a regular in her life..
And not just some one that every now and again...
Pleases in between her thighs...
So I accept...
Accept that maybe its me...
I accept that I may not be what she is looking for...
I accept that she maybe to much for me...
But damn she really brings the good out in me...
Makes me be all I can be....
And Damn I wanted so much more....
And thats the part that I can't seem to accept...
That I love her and she does'nt even love me...
But that is how love goes...
Always one sided and uneven as can be...
So yes I accept it as one of lifes valuable lessons...And..
That its nothing personally against me....
I accept...
That you win some and you loose some....
This is truly one I loss...
I accept.....
