__________by Synik
You know that I want you in my life
And that I'm trying to claim you as my future wife
But things are hard, given your current situation
And so I feel I owe you an explanation
Of why a nigga decided to fall back
I need you single, drama free, with no strings attached
Cuz that's how I'm coming to you
I think I deserve that too Boo
Right now, you have some decisions to make
And they need to be made without me in your face
You need to decide if this nigga is worth your time
Instead of us playing with the idea of you being mine
More than anything, I'd love for you to be my girl
To be done with this nigga, and come share my world
But I know you love her
Put no one above her
So I've decided to fall back
'Til you call me and say 'It's a wrap'
Everyday I see how hard you're trying
And BabyGirl, there's no denying
That you want this relationship to work
No matter what you do, you put this nigga first
Come on La, how can I compare to that
How can I love you when you keep going back
Why should I settle for #2 when I could be #1
Do you even see a possibility of me being the one
For you
Cuz I do
But let me know if I'm wasting my time
Cuz I'll accept our fate and get off the line
Yeah sweetie, I know you enjoy my attention
And fallin' back was never my intention
But let's be real cuz I wouldn't even be here
I wouldn't be the one you were poking in the ear
It wouldn't be me receiving your affection
Right now, your actions are just a reflection
Of all the things this nigga won't do
The end result of her not spending time with you
And I'm supposed to accept that?
Nah, a nigga 'bout to reject that
*struep*
*sigh*
I love you...I really do
I wish I was the one you wanted to give your love to
Wish I could see your smile everyday and hold you in my arms every night
Give you the best of me so that this time, the love is right
I wanna grow old with you and have you by my side
Guiding me, supporting me, being my 'Ride or Die'
I want you to love me and teach me
And then be the first to reach me
Intimately...inside the confines
Of my bedroom
Your body...intertwined...with mine
Doin' the Boom Boom
Like we really can conceive
A lil mini me
Oh yea, I do want a family
If you can handle me
I invite you to stand with me
But you wanna be with her...not me
If you really wanted to be mine, you would be
Especially since she's not giving you what you need
But I aint the type of nigga to ask you to leave
You're going to have to do that on your own
Alone
I can't interfere
But no matter what...I'll still be here
Even if it's just as a friend
I'll love you always, until the end
I'm sorry shit gotta go down like that
But yo, I've already decided...I need to fall back.
