by unbitteru say u still care but I don’t think u even realize
u are the reason for the pain behind my brown eyes
I've given u all my heart, love, affection and attention
but it doesn’t matter 2 u because u pushed me out 2 be part of a past that gets unmentioned
u cant even call me and I’m sitting here writing out why I’m still in love with u
ur confusion has many delusions and no longer do u acknowledge me or my inner truths
before u wouldn't even make a sammich or watch television without me being on the phone
the person u were b4 made me feel loved and appreciated and the 1 u r now makes me feel alone
I wonder why but now I know u just don’t think I’m good enough and got bored
so go b 1 with the wind that blows instead of with me, u have already spread your wings and soared
what was so easy and automatic 2 u before is now an extra curricular task
in reality u were putting up a front and now have revealed what’s behind your mask
no matter what I do, u still go the other way
I've given up, u give me no reason 2 want 2 stay
my love means nothing to u, u have to many other gurls to worry about
but I’m a grown woman and u cant get with that so instead of trying 2 b there, I’m out
I don’t know why u did this to me and it hurts so bad
I'm upset with u for not caring and mad at myself now for giving u all I had
instead of it getting better it has gotten worse
when u tell me u "love" me, its not emotional, but out of habit and well rehearsed
I don’t say anything hoping u will realize what u are doing but u don’t even care
I feel like another random broad to u, and u treat me like u don’t know why I’m still there
u are the 1 who started everything from the talks about me moving there 2 marriage
I've had this on my mind for a while and u could care less about my emotional baggage
It's funny how time has changed things like the waters of our relations
u had so much love and interest in the beginning of the hour and the last minute u show hesitation
everything from your smile to sensitivity had me in a stronghold of captivity
now I'm wondering what happened to the person who claimed 2 love sleeping next 2 me
I'm not going to be like Mariah Carey and sing songs about you being "Mine Again"
but more like a wise soul and let my emotional wounds mend
This isn't goodbye but good luck with all of your future endeavors
when this bites u in the ass u will say u should have stayed with me 4ever....
4get me not boo.....
