_____by Dignity

do you want to challenge a mind that has lost its way?
it’s vision it’s truth, it’s hostile illusions

I don’t mean to be rude, but I want to know the real 
are you stuck on objectionables?
do you think that I’m a young girl?

I’ve lived a life of mischief and crime
not the ludicrous disharmonious kind
reflections of the heart 
                that I deserted with out time
                for no reason, 
                without rhyme
running 
eluding
from my own mental tragedy of sort
Demanding more from other’s 
          but giving no self report
but did she want it
have it
or just want to own it
my body, my pussy, my feminine appeal
the idea of what could and not the reality of what is
that I was distant and withdrawn
because inside of me she didn’t want to see
and though we were together 
                      our emptiness caused me to bleed

being a womyn who loves only womyn
is my heart’s appeal
but where is the sister that wants the depth of my
real?