__________by Rhonda Dunn
If your voice didn’t send chills through my body when you speak
If my heart didn’t fluctuate when we find ourselves together
As though I am your lover
If the slightest touch of your hand doesn’t excite my body
If my hand is going to roam your body
As though you were needing my love
If we continue to kiss and caress
If my tongue begins encircling your breast
As though this will stop you from wanting me to be your lover
If my tongue continues to essence of your love
If my tongue caresses, taste, and explores deep inside you
As though I haven’t tasted your wetness before
If your screams of my name didn’t encourage my loving
If you didn’t need me to hold you as shock with excitement
As though now, I am not your lover now
If you kiss me like that
If your tongue is going to inflame my breast
As though you missed being my lover
If your tongue continues to my essence of love
If I don’t stop you now, I’ll never stop you
As though we can really be lovers.
If you are going to cheat on him with me
As though things won’t change
If I have to see you marry him
As though it won’t hurt me
If I’m going to make love to you
As though this will be our last time
If we hadn’t said that before I would believe you
As though I’m some secret love affair
We find ourselves where we promised not to go again
If there be some sanity in our love
As we take each other from earthquake after earthquake
If I could believe this weren’t true
We wouldn’t keep finding ourselves on top the other
As though you didn’t have his gold ring on your right ring finger
If I didn’t just loose the love of another
As our love making changed the world
If I didn’t expect a future with you
As though we were still lovers
If you should expect he’ll love you
As though I were the lover
If you are choosing him
As though you weren’t with me
If he is the one you love
As though the same words weren’t said to me
If he has you
As though I didn’t have you too
If he is your future
As though I’m not your lover
If you love, confide, laugh, and hold me
As though I were your future too
If I am your lover
Say you “I do” to me
Not him
