"Damn I'm fine," I told myself as I stared in the mirror. I was getting ready to hit the Metro. A predominately straight club, but there were plenty of sistahs in the life there. That didn't matter tonight anyway, because I was going for one reason, and that was to meet Jovon.

I thought back to a week before....

I sat online reading the conversations in the Black Lesbian's chat room. No one was really talking, just a couple of older lesbians looking to hook up with someone in their area.
"I'm bored out of my mind," I thought to myself, yawning. As if reading my thoughts a message from AllTitsNAzz popped up on my computer screen.
"Man, here we go. Another "internet hoe" with nothing but tits, ass, and no brain," I thought to myself rolling my eyes.

AllTitsNAzz: Hey
CaliStud419: "I don't cyber, or trade pics. Bye," I typed back.
AllTitsNAzz: Good...because I don't either Taryn.

Oh shit, how'd she know my.....

CaliStud419: Who is this?
AllTitsNAzz: Someone who's interested in you...
CaliStud419: All right, whatever. I don't have time for the bullshit. Tell me your name or leave me alone.

I was honestly sick of these Rialto fems and the drama they came with. Obviously this was someone I knew who wanted to play games, and I seriously was not up for it tonight. There was a long pause before Ms. Tits responded, and I had figured she had gotten the message and went about her business.

AllTitsNAzz: lol...why are you so hostile? Calm down Boo.
CaliStud419: Who are you? I don't have time for guessing games; I'm too old for that shit.
AllTitsNAzz: Taryn, you're only 19, but you don't know me, my name is Jovon, and I've been checkin you out at school for a while now.
CaliStud419: At school??
AllTitsNAzz: Uh, yes dear. At school. You know that place called, "San Bernardino Valley College" that you attend Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays?
CaliStud419: So, how'd you get my screen name and how do you know my schedule? Honestly, that sounds like some stalker shit, on the real man.
AllTitsNAzz: Suite

I laughed to myself. Suite was my best friend. We had known each other since we both were in Pampers. She was 5'8, thick, light skinned, with light brown eyes. She had that Cleo from, "Set It Off" look going on with her thug appeal, khakis and cornrolls.

"I'ma get Suite," I thought shaking my head. She knew Keyanna and I had just gotten back together from me cheating on her last year. So, why the hell was she trying to hook me up with new pussy? Not only that, Suite's type of women were usually "easy access hoes," who never took no for an answer. Especially when going after something they wanted, or someone in this case.

CaliStud419: lol...Suite huh? Well since you basically know my life story then you know I have a woman right?
AllTitsNAzz: Psssttt....Keyanna? Please, I'm more woman than she is, and I will do more for you than she ever has.

Damn, that's all I needed to hear to make my dick hard. I was weak when it came to women. Especially ones that would stop at nothing to get me. Don't get me wrong, I loved Keyanna with all my heart. We'd been together since Middle School, and out of all the females I had dated she was the one true woman I wanted to spend my life with.

I thought about all the drama that happened last year, when Keyanna caught me walking out the bathroom stall with Constance at the movie theatre. We had been broken up since then, and just last month, a year later, did we get back together. This was it. There would be no more chances.

CaliStud419: Nah...I'm cool, I'm content with the woman I have. I fucked up once, and won't do it again.
AllTitsNAzz: That's cool Boo. I most definitely respect that. It's just that I've had this crush ever since I laid eyes on you. I had to take a chance, but can we at least be friends?
CaliStud419: Sure, but that's it.

I'm not naive, nor am I new to the game. I knew Jovon had a motive. It was to take me away from Keyanna. Why did I agree to be her friend? For two reasons. One, because it was an ego trip. I loved to be flattered; and it most definitely flattered me to watch a girl try and take me from my woman; and two, because I'm Taryn. I guess I like to be in drama, no matter how much I say I'm sick of it.

I looked in the mirror once more. I had to admit I was one sexy ass stud. I was 5'5, 125lbs, dark chocolate complexion, with the deepest dimples. I pulled my black Phat Farm baseball cap over my Iverson braids, and turned it to the side. The 2 diamond studs I wore in each ear sparkled, as I kissed the platinum chain that dangled from my neck, and put on my matching watch. All complimentaries of Keyanna. She kept me hooked up, never bought me the fake shit, although my cheap ass would rock the fake shit in a heartbeat. I wore a white tank top, black Phat Farm jeans, with black timbs. I threw on my leather Avirex jacket and headed out the door. As I jumped in my 78 Fiat convertible, I lit a blunt, and headed towards the club. I called Suite's cell but all I got was her message center which consisted of loud music (in which I couldn't make out what song), and her low voice (in which I couldn't understand what she was saying). I hung up.

"Damn where the hell she at? I've been trying to get a hold of her all night," I said to myself. "Oh well, let me call Jovon to see what's up."

"Hello?" answered a deep, but yet very feminine voice.

"What's up? I'm on my way to the club, where do you want me to meet you?" I asked.

"Meet me at the bar."

She had to be kidding me right? "Now you know damn well I'm not allowed to sit at the bar Woman, I'm not 21 yet, did you forget?"

"Shit Boo, I forgot, just find a booth in the main dance room and I'll find you all right?"

"Yeah," I answered pulling up in the parking lot, "How long you gon be?"

"Not long, I'm leaving my house now."

As I sat in the car finishing my weed, I caught three women eyeing me. They all were most definitely fuckable, but I didn't come here to hook up with anybody. It was just supposed to be a kick back night, where Jovon and I chilled.

"Damn he look goooodd!!" one complimented. She was a high yella sistah with cornrolls. Too tall for me though.

"Yeah he aight," her friend responded to her, as she continued to check out my ride.

I nodded my head as to acknowledge them, chuckled to myself, and smoked the rest of my blunt.

"Man, if only they knew about this "he", I thought. Personally, I didn't think I looked dead on a male, but it didn't bother me to be mistaken as one. It kind of turned me on.

I found a booth and peeped the scene. There were fine women everywhere. I would never look to get serious with a woman I met at the club. Especially the Metro, aka, Meet-A-Hoe. I folded my hands on the table and waited patiently for Jovon to appear. I was hella nervous, I don't know why. I just was. What if she were ugly? Well we were just friends anyway so what did it matter? I noticed a petite female staring at me from the bar. She smiled, and took a sip of her drink, uncrossing her legs, just barely enough for me to notice she didn't have any panties on.

"Ohhh shhhiiitttt," I thought to myself as I felt my clit swell underneath my strap. (I was always packin when I went clubbin.)

Damn, this woman had it going on. She was brown skinned with a beautiful face. Her eyes were medium brown and almond shaped. She wore a black short skirt that barely covered her ass, with matching black hoe boots, and a red see-though blouse.

She continued to stare at me with a look that said, "Come take it Baby, it's yours." Man she looked familiar. Rialto is a small city, so it came as of no surprise. I knew her from somewhere I just didn't know where, probably from church or something. I looked away quickly, I had a woman, and I was actually going to try and do right by her this time. I began to think of Keyanna to take my mind off home chick.

I thought of those beautiful, 36C, coconut tittes, and how they jiggled simultaneously every time she rode me; and of those curvy ass hips and how I'd grip them tight as I fucked her from behind. I loved how her tongue circled my clit rapidly as I neared orgasm. Keyanna was the only woman who could make me cum in less than 30 seconds. That was my girl. She knew me like a book. My baby was perfect, too bad I wasn't. I would try my hardest to make it work between us this time. It had to work, I wanted to eventually marry her, and be there to see her give birth to my babies.

"Uhmmm, excuse me? Am I not cute enough or something," a voice interrupted my thoughts. It was the lady from the bar, she stared at me smiling. Damn she looked even better up close. I noticed a dimple in her left cheek. I looked at her from head to toe, and made eye contact. She was really short, not even 5'0, maybe 4'11, and weighed about 100lbs. Just how I like my women. Very petite.

"Oh nah, it's not that, I have a woman," I answered her, looking away.

"Mmmm, do you Taryn?" she sighed, sliding in the booth next to me. It was Jovon. I couldn't believe this shit. Just lookin at all that ass and tits made my clit swell even more. It now had to be at least 4 times its normal size.

"Jovon, Jovon, Jovon...yeah I've seen you around campus and caught you lookin at me a few times, why didn't you just come talk to me?" I asked.

"I don't know, I guess the time wasn't right, you were always walking around with "that girl" on your arm. I saw you checkin me out on the low a few times too, but you'd look away."

"Well, what do you expect? I'm trying to do right by my girl this time. That's my Baby, and can't anybody treat me like she can."

"Taryn Baby, I can and I will," she promised, caressing my arm.

"Look, we agreed, friends only and I'm stickin to that shit. I have a woman and I'm not interested in you," I lied.

"Ok, I'm sorry; it's just that I want you so bad. I have to remember friends only."

We decided it was time to hit the dance floor. We worked our way to the middle of the crowd. This girl was sexy as hell. I couldn't help but run my hands up and down her curves.

"Baby, I want to give you a lap dance," she told me as the song ended.

"All right Boo." I watched her ass sway from side to side as she walked in front of me, guiding the way back to our booth. I made eye contact with a heavy set woman. She licked her lips, as she purposely brushed up against me, her titties rubbing against my chest. I gave a look that said, "I got you before the night is up Boo." She smiled and kept walking. I was known for my flirtatious ways. I definitely wasn't attracted to her, and I truly wasn't going to look for her, tonight, or any other night. I just wanted to make her feel good. Shit, I probably made her day.

Jovon turned around with jealousy in her eyes, "See, why females always gotta disrespect?" Rubbin all up on what's mine."

I laughed; thinking to myself, "Since when did I become yours?"

I sat down and awaited my lap dance. The way she swayed her hips from side to side hypnotized me. Man I wanted her.

"All I need is Keyanna to walk in here and see this shit," I thought to myself.

Jovon looked at me and smiled as she placed her ass in my lap and began to grind.

"Yeah you feel that Boo," I asked her already knowing she felt my strap. There was no doubt in my mind that I was going to have her tonight. I now thought like a man, not caring who I hurt.

As Jovon sat in my lap, my hands wondered up her smooth, brown thighs. She laid her head back resting it on my shoulder as I planted small kisses on her neck. Her fragrance drove me wild. Curve. I wondered how she knew that smelling Curve on my woman drove me insane.

I stuck a finger inside of her. She was so warm, and wet I wanted my tongue to experience the comfort. My clit began to throb, and I couldn't help but wonder if she could feel it through my jeans. She let out a slight moan as I continued to finger fuck her. I didn't care who saw, this club was known for people putting on fuck shows. I wouldn't have been surprised if the owner was Satan himself.

I unzipped my jeans and was ready to go in her.

"Taryn stop, zip your pants Boo."

"What?" I asked confused.

"Zip your pants."

I zipped my pants back up, and looked at her, waiting for an explanation. "I want you to know that as soon as we fuck, you belong to me," Jovon spoke. "The minute you stick your tongue or that dick in me or the minute I taste and swallow your juices, we're together."

This girl had to be crazy. I didn't care though, whatever it took to feel her warmth, her softness, and her moisture that lied deep within her.

"After we make love Taryn, you have to let Keyanna go. It'll be about me and you, and no on else," she rattled on. Yes, "rattled" because that's all she was doing, as far as I was concerned.

What'd she mean by after we "make love" anyway? I didn't understand that type of talk. At least not coming from her. I made love to only one person, and that was Keyanna. My first. My first everything. I don't care how long Jovon had been checking me out; I wasn't leaving my baby for her.

"Keyanna? Who's Keyanna?" I asked her grinning.

"Oh, so we have a jokester tonight?" she smiled. "But look, I don't feel comfortable doing this in front of everybody; let's go to the bathroom, at least."

"Nu unh, hell nah, I don't do the bathroom scene," I told her shaking my head, thinking about how I got caught last time. "Let's go to your car instead."

"All right."

I gave daps to a few studs I recognized as Jovon and I headed out the club.

"Where'd you park?" I asked.

"On the side."

That was cool because nobody ever parked on the side and I didn't have to worry about anybody seeing me, especially one of Keyanna's gossiping friends who were most likely at the club tonight. This reminded me, it wasn't too late to turn back around and not do anything with Ms. Jovon.

"No one would find out," I told myself, climbing in the backseat.

"So are you ready to claim what's officially yours?" Jovon asked straddling me.


She stared at me, gazing into my eyes.

"I've been waiting so long for this Taryn," she spoke unbuttoning my pants.

"Me too, about 2 hours now," I thought.

I watched as she pulled my dick from my pants, and lightly touched it with her lips. I could tell she had done this before by the way she played with the head using the tip of her tongue. I moaned as I watched her tongue circle the head smoothly.

Her brown eyes sparkled as they met mine, "You like that Baby?"

I didn't respond, just continued to watch her give me head. I noticed how beautiful and full her lips were as they created a suction and continued to suck my shaft, like a breast feeding child. Hearing an occasional "slurp" sent chills up and down my spine.

I flipped her on her stomach and entered her doggy style. Her moans filled the small, black Honda as I drove deeper and deeper with each thrust. I looked at her indulgent ass, and got turned on even more at the sight of her cheeks clapping together each time I slammed into her. I also noticed how her tiny ass hole opened and closed as I fucked her pussy.

"Ahhh…Uhhh…Uhhhh…Ahhhhhhhh….Taryn!!!" she screamed, as she creamed all over my dick. I slowly pulled out all 8 inches and unbuckled my strap. I had to taste her. I began flicking her clit with my tongue as she remained in her set position.

"Taryn Baby, please I want to feel your tongue inside me." I stuck my tongue in her, tasting the source of her juices.

"Mmmmm….." I moaned as I felt her pussy tighten around my tongue as her nectar exploded into my mouth. I turned her over and kissed her, allowing her to taste her own juices.

"Spread your legs Baby," I whispered, just barely enough for her to make out what I was saying. She opened her legs as far as she could in the small car. I lied between them, and gently pressed my clit against hers.

"Aahhh," I moaned as I felt the warmth of her pussy on my clit. I began to move my hips, slowly in a circular motion. It felt so good. I began to move faster, and faster as I felt her clit rubbing underneath mine.

"Uhhhh, Tarynnnnn," Jovon moaned, as I now moved up and down. "This pussssyyys yours baby, its yourssssss," she continued to moan cuming for the third time tonight.

I continued to rub my clit against hers as fast as I could, until I felt sensational chills run through my body, starting from my head, to my jaw line, down my spine, to my pussy, which now throbbed like a firing machine gun. I laid there; catching my breath as the sensation of chills slowly subsided. I took a deep breath and let out a sigh.

"3 for her 1 for me, I can live with that," I thought to myself. All I needed was to cum once and I was satisfied.

"Taryn Baby, please follow me home, spend the night with me," she asked as I zipped my pants and grabbed my strap. "I want to fall asleep with you in my arms Baby."

"All right, just let me get my car and bring it around, and I'll follow you to your place."

"Ok Boo, don't take too long."

"Yeah right, this girl must be trippin," I thought to myself. I threw my strap in my backseat and walked back in the club. I needed to wash my hands; I couldn't get my boogie on smelling like pussy. Not only that I needed to call Suite and tell her what had just happened. I walked in the restroom, washed my hands, and went into a stall for some privacy. I dialed Suite's cell phone number nothing but the answering machine.

"Damn! This is ridiculous. Where in the hell is she at?" I wondered. I came out of the stall and washed my hands to rid the smell of pussy. I saw Suite come out the handicapped stall with a female. My female….Keyanna. I turned around and looked them both in the eye. I couldn't believe this shit. MY WOMAN…KEYANNA, and my BEST FRIEND SUITE.

"Ayy Dawg, uhh, I can explain this…"

"Nah, Mayne, it's all good. I ain't trippin," I cut Suite off before she could finish her sentence. I looked at Keyanna and wondered if she could see the hurt in my eyes. She stood there with a smirk on her face that said, "Paybacks a bitch Taryn." I walked out the restroom. I couldn't say shit else or get mad because I knew what I had done. Not just what I had done a few minutes ago, but what I had done a few minutes ago, last year, and all the other times I never got caught. I thought about how I treated other women. About how I just treated Jovon. I thought……with my BEST FRIEND??????? A tear rolled down my cheek as I got in my car and drove home. I then knew the pain that I had inflicted on so many women, not just Keyanna in the past. It wasn't good. I realized.....I was FUCKED.


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