__________by Cole B.
Dear Love,
Damn, you can be complex at times
Though you can be deceiving
I still fall endlessly,
like an innocent child
You have hurt me so many times in the past
But still chasing after you fast
Why you ask?
See, you work this thing on me
Got me not thinking clearly
Sometimes you even got me crying
But I swear, without you I’d be dying
Can you really be unconditional?
Or is that just infatuated lying?
Cause I’m really trying…
And I want this thing to work
But you still have your issues and twirks
Got me all confused
Falling head over heels
But yet, I’m the one crazy and the fool
Can you give me what I really want
Or will you continue to front
I need you in my life
But sometimes you play trif’
And make me have to choose over what’s right
But with respect and trust and
A new level of understanding
You can help me adjust
But somehow the game gets rearranged into lust
I find myself caught in a web of external desire
Instead of the internal thrust
I can be so stupid at times
But you are not innocent by far
Disguised as love, sitting at the bar
Intoxicating me with your deceptive ways
Damn, you play too many games.
So I’m giving you up cold turkey
Maybe you are the one who isn’t worthy
Not deserving
Of MY love
Just tell me, what I have done
to make you act this way
I would give the world
just to hear you say
“I’m feeling you”
“I need you “
“I want you”
But all I hear is
“I’m doubting you”
“Not trusting you”
“Not sure if I’m loving you”
“But I still want you”?!?!
Well, you can’t want me and confuse me
And I won’t allow you to kiss me then dis me
So I’m doing the dismissing
and don’t care if you start missing
Although I’m already feeling
The affects of loneliness
I can’t do this,
I’m tired of all the stress
This is my ultimatum,
so you need to listen up
Hate to do it this way
Buy I only play the fool once
When you can finally give me You
You know where to find me
I’m yours, if you want me too
But if you can’t deal
Or don’t really feel like being bothered
Just keep walking the other way
Don’t even bother to holla.
Sincerely,
Fed Up
