__________by Ja-Riq
My hands shake at the thought of it.
Makes my mouth water.
My eyes get runny.
My body feels out of order.
I'll shoot it, smoke it, snort it too.
It gives me what I need to get me through.
That first hit got me hooked.
Now its my drug of choice.
I shamelessly want more
and I feel no remorse.
I was addicted before I knew it
now it won't turn me lose.
It's taken me over..... mind, body and soul.
I HAVE to get high
the urges I no longer control.
There is no turning back
I'm feenin for it always
ain't nobody got the shyt thats good as yours
of that i'm sooo dayum sure
you served it to me right
100% pure.
Although it can be dangerous,
it gives me sustanance.
I defiantly seek it out.
Searching, beggin and pleadin
when there is a lull in my supply,
when there is a drought.
Give it up?
No way No how.
It's got me in it's grips.
When i'm high on dat shyt
it puts sway in my hips,
makes my lips pause...when i want to say
just let me go.
Challanges my my resolve when i just say "no".
Keeps me feenin with anticipation
of my next injection.
Makes my clit hard, like a dick gets an erection.
Soothes my frazzled nerves
on days momma said would be like this
I choose to injest this drug, to taste its kiss.
Now i'm a junky
Don't know what the fuck to do.
When i can't get high, my whole world turns blue
You didn't look like a hustler. When you passed me my first taste.
"It's a hella high" you said
"don't let it go to waste"
I know thats what got me
Your package was so pretty, but when I became addicted took my stash and
shyt got gritty.
You gave me the raw, it got me sooooo high!!
there were no limitations I could imagine, not even the sky.
You were in control, you doled it out
in dribbles and drabs
Feed me a little at a time.
Now I need rehab.
Now when I wake each morning
I thank the man up above.
Thanking him for the new day.
Thanking him for your love.
Yes i am ADDICTED
Your love is the drug that it be
see baby there is nothing more
confusing, soul stirring, gut wrenching or pleasurable
than you love is to me.
