by Marsha Blue
Remember when we use to talk constantly
When you use to take a break out of your day to call me
Just to hear my voice
Put a smile on my face
I remember
I use to do the same
Why did you stop?
Why did we stop?
Do you remember when we were careful of the things that we said to one
anther?
We didn't want to say the wrong things and hurt a feeling
Or have an argument
Remember that?
I do
Remember when we would kiss for hours stealing as much time as we could
Now it is quick and emotionless
We would leave the phone off or let it vibrate until the battery died.
We now run to talk to someone else.
Now it is like something else.
Maybe it is me
Maybe it is you
I am not placing blames
I just miss our time.
Not the constant of being at each others back
But having the feeling of "can't wait" to be near each other
Maybe we fell into routine
Maybe we are falling apart.
You don't share with me your feelings
I am tired I trying to figure them out
The worst thing to say is "nothing is wrong"
When I see that there is.
People tell me that I should know better
That maybe it is your age
I am beginning to agree.
Not that I want to but with the things that you show me
I don't want to loose you
I still want you to be my closest friend
But where are we from there if we don't communicate anymore