by Marsha BlueI can feel you underneath my skin
I try and claw you out and they say that obsession is a sin.
Will I go to hell for loving you?
I will sit alone and imagine that we were happy,
That we were even lovers and everything came easily
Even though I have never spoken a word to you
I have watched you talk and the little gestures that you do.
I have watched you walk and how you are slightly bowlegged too.
Is this obsession with you taken over me?
I lay here in my bed night after night.
Close my eyes extremely tight
I imagine kissing those soft sensual lips and
Getting moist where your tongue lies and you only exist
Even though I have never spoken a word to you
You know my deepest feelings and we share our most
Intimate thoughts
I tell you all of my secrets and you share with me all your wants.
Is this obsession really taken over me?
I never want to spend my life with anyone except you.
I will show you that there is no one else but I
And you will come to understand it too.
So off I go to dream land a place that I could never be let down
A place where you already love me.
Until eventually I have to wake up and realize that I still have not
Spoken a word to you.
Is this obsession taking over me?
